Awsten Knight Imagines

Petty Arguments (angst) (male reader)

Y/N and his boyfriend Awsten have been arguing a lot lately, mostly over stupid things. This time around, it was because y/n posted a tiktok that was venting about how he felt like him and Awsten weren't as close as they used to be, he didn't name drop so it wasn't clear who the TikTok was about but Awsten knew.

"Y/N! What's this TikTok about?!" Awsten said, storming into the room with his phone in hand.

"What? Its just a TikTok." Y/n replied blankly.

"No, y/n, it's not just a fucking TikTok! People know we're dating, and now people are texting me thinking we broke up!" He yelled, "you don't have to yell." Y/n said, Awsten took a deep breath.

"That's what the fucking problem is y/n! You don't take anything fucking seriously and it's so fucking annoying!" He yelled, pacing their room.

Y/n sat up and tossed his phone down, "Oh now IM the problem Awsten?! IM THE PROBLEM?! YOURE THE ONE WHO DOESNT FUCKING TALK TO ME ANYMORE! I WOULDNT HAVE MADE THE TIKTOK IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOUD JUST FUCKING TALK TO ME! YOU PUSH ME AWAY AND EVEN BLANKLY IGNORE ME SOMETIMES AWS! IT HURTS! IT REALLY FUCKING STINGS. AND THEN TO ADD SALT TO THE GOD DAMN WOUND, YOURE CONSTANTLY YELLING AT ME AND GETTING UPSET WITH ME OVER EVERYTHING I DO! ITS LIKE I CANT CATCH A FUCKING BREAK ANYMORE!" Y/n screamed, getting choked up and tears starting to roll down his face.

"I get upset because you do stupid shit to make me fucking upset y/n. I hate arguing and you know that!" Awsten yelled back, y/n got up and walked out of their room.

"DONT FUCKING WALK AWAY FROM ME Y/N!" Awsten yelled, running after y/n and grabbing his shoulder and turning him around.

"No! Cause anything I fucking say Awsten you take it as arguing! And then you call me fucking annoying! I'm so tired of us constantly yelling at eachother Awsten!" Y/n shook out of awstens grip and grabbed his car keys.

"Where are you going?! DONT FUCKING LEAVE WHILE IM TALKING TO YOU!" Awsten said, y/n ignored him and grabbed his phone, shoes, charger, and some clothes.

"I am so done with your shit Awsten." Y/n said, with tears streaming down his face. He walked out of their apartment and got in his car, driving to a his brothers house.

"What's wrong?" His brother, Tyler asked, seeing y/n walk inside while in tears.

"Me and Awsten Are fighting and I just can't take it anymore! Can I stay here for a little?" Y/n hugged Tyler and sat on his couch.

"Of course you can stay here. Did you guys break up?" Tyler asked, "no, but it feels like we're going to and I'm so scared, Ty!" Y/n cried into his hands.

Tyler sat down next to y/n, wrapping his arms around him comfortingly.

"Why were you fighting anyway?" "Over a TikTok! A stupid fucking TikTok!" "Oh wow. That's- wow. You can stay here." Tyler got up and walked into his room, grabbing a pillow and a blanket for y/n.

"Thanks man." Y/n took a deep breath and then Awsten texted him.

"I'm sorry for how I reacted earlier baby. I'm really fucking sorry. I get if you hate me or wanna break up now. Please know that I wasn't just upset with you, I've just had a lot on my mind lately and I keep taking it out on you. I love you, I'm sorry. I know you're at Tyler's, and you can stay there for the night if you want. But I wanna talk things out when you're ready. I love you." the text read. Y/n smiled softly and felt a sense of relief wash over him.

"I love you too. I'm sorry I made a TikTok instead of talking to you, I just didn't wanna stir anything. I'll come home tonight if you wanna talk. I know we're both drained. I get why you're upset. It's okay." I put my phone down and laid back on the couch, taking a deep breath. It buzzed a few minutes later.

"Please come home." Awsten texted, huh? I thought to myself. I told Tyler I was gonna head home and talk things out with Awsten and then I got in my car and drove back to my apartment. I quickly gathered my things and went inside. I walked into our bedroom and saw Awsten crying. Awsten hardly ever cried. He wasn't audibly sobbing, but I saw his eyes all red and tear streaks on his face. He immediately stood up and hugged me right, I felt a tear fall on my shoulder as I hugged him back. I kissed his cheek and he pulled out of the hug.

"Y/n I am so sorry for everything lately baby I don't know what's gotten into me. I keep lashing out on you and- it's making you feel like shit and I'm sorry. You don't deserve this." He said, clearly trying not to cry again.

I didn't say anything but I kissed his soft, pink lips, making him smile softly and slightl blush. I wiped his tears and held his face in my hands, looking him in the eyes as I spoke.

"It's okay, baby boy. I'm here, I want you to know that. I love you so much. I don't appreciate how you've been acting lately, but it's okay. I know you're just dealing with a fucking lot and it's okay. Please don't be afriad to talk to me and tell me what's wrong. I love you." I kissed him again and he wrapped his hands around my waist. He didn't say anything, but I felt his heart beat against mine as our chests pressed together in a slow, comforting hug.