in spite of you | minsung

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they lay there on the couch, entangled together like two chopsticks that were never meant to separate

jisung held minho tightly as if the entire world was in his arms

minho had finally settled down, feeling a lot more relaxed than before. he sighed into the man that held him, burying his head into the crook of his neck

he felt a little embarrassed for breaking down, he wasn't used to being this vunerable even with himself...

he hated feeling

minho was so used to suppressing his emotions he had no idea how to deal with them, it was overwhelming

"i can hear you overthinking yknow" jisung nudged the man that clung to him with a little smile

"i don't want to talk about it" minho huffed turning his face away from the blonde

"and thats okay, let's order some pizza and watch a movie! sound good?" he ruffled minho's hair, receiving a few nods back

jisung wouldn't ever force him to talk if he didn't want to, minho knew he was there for him and that's all that was needed

if minho wants to talk about it he will and if he doesn't thats completely okay. jisung will be there for him either way

"come on, lets get you cleaned up and fed" the blonde spoke, running his fingers through minho's hair

he slowly pushed the man up with himself, bringing his hand to minho's cheek and using his thumb to wipe away some of the residual tears

"wait here" jisung planted a soft kiss onto his lips, getting up from the couch and wandering into another room

minho could've literally melted right there and then.

soon enough he came waddling back with a warm damp cloth, sitting back down infront of the brunette. jisung gently dabbed the wet fabric agaisnt his face, washing away the dried blood that had stained it

"does it hurt?" he asked, very carefully feeling his nose to check that it wasn't broken

minho shook his head slightly, staring softly into jisung's eyes. he had been admiring the entire time as he took care of him

"stop looking at me like that" jisung pouted, shying away. minho's gaze was powerful, it was hard to concentrate on anything when he was looking at him

"i can't" minho sighed, lifting up his hand brushing back a few loose strands of the blonde's hair. his eye's still fixed on him

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jisung lightly grabbed his wrist to stop him causing minho to wince in pain

"min...?" he hadn't noticed it until now but there was a lot of dried blood covering his hands, and there was no way all that could have came from his nose...

"im sorry-" was all minho could mumble out, the look of shame filled his face. just seconds ago he couldn't take his eyes off of jisung and now he wasn't even able to look up at him

"you don't need to apologise" jisung held his chin bringing his eye's to meet his. he ran a thumb over minho's kunckles, gently staring into his eyes

"come with me" he intertwined their fingers leading minho into the bathroom. as he sifted through some cupboards minho sat down quietly on the floor, eventually he found what he was looking for

the boy placed himself infront of minho with a first aid kit, a fresh cloth and clean water

"can i? he asked playing with the end's of minho's sleeves, he recieved a small nod in response. he could tell how vunerable and timid minho was feeling, so he tried his best to make this as comfortable as possible for him

he planted a few soft kisses onto the palm of minho's hand, slowly rolling back one of his sleeves. minho hissed a little as the fabric moved up his skin

jisung felt saddend at the sight, he hated seeing how much pain minho was in. he wanted nothing more than to take that pain away

"im sorry, this is going to sting okay" jisung soaked the cloth in the fresh water, very carefully cleaning the wounds that littered minho's arms

minho stayed silent as jisung took care of him, he was struggling inside. no one had ever been so kind and gentle with him before

no one had ever cared about him in his entire life...

this feeling was alien to him

jisung reached into the first aid kit pulling out a little plastic packet with a bandage inside and popping it open. he wrapped minho's arm up very meticulously, leaving a trail of soft kisses after every layer

he made sure the bandage was perfectly secured before repeating everything on the other arm. everything about this felt very intimate, there was nothing but love and care behind jisung's actions

minho had never felt more loved in his life

both of his arms were now covered. jisung ran a finger down the bandage, and began gently playing with his fingers. they still hadn't spoken a word to eachother, instead sitting there in a comfortable silence

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"please never leave me" minho finally spoke up, sadly looking down and intertwining his hand with jisung's.

jisung just smiled

"is that your way of asking me out" he giggled at the brunette

"maybe..." minho chuckled a little, looking up to meet his eyes

"maybe?!" jisung gasped, displaying a dramatic hurt expression as he clutched his heart

"okay yes" minho admitted, letting out a sigh of laughter at the silly blonde

"be mine" he reiterated with a pleading gaze

jisung went quiet for a moment, still staring fondly at the brunette

"fine, im all yours" he smiled, leaning up and kissing minho's cheek. minho held his chin gently directing his lips towards his and connecting them

he slowly eased his way inside of jisung's mouth, their tongues tangling together, pulling him in closer

they poured every ounce of their feelings into this kiss, taking their time to really express how much they cared for eachother

"lets go order that pizza now" minho spoke as they breathlessly pulled apart. jisung rested his head against his chest lightly panting

"one more" jisung looked up, grinning cheekily and reconnecting their lips once more before standing up

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☆ author time ☆

aaaaa im sorry its so short, i just wanted to get this chapter out asap! and also i felt like that was a good point to cut it off at

i hope you enjoyed none the less :]

im gonna try work on the next chapter, i want to release at least a couple every week. I've kind of been falling behind on that

anygays as always ily guys <3

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