Joseph's P.O.V.
I honestly still cannot believe that my best friend/girlfriend is pregnant; with my twins. With our twins. She was so nervous to tell me because she thought that I would leave her. But she still has no idea about how happy I am. Even though we have only been dating for 3 months, and that happens to be how far along she is, I've known her for a lot longer so we both feel that our relationship will work. Plus, I love her. She knows it too. And even though she tells me that she loves me, she always goes out of her way to show me. Like, lately she has had nights where she is really horny. Whenever we are home, and she gets the urge, she doesn't hold back. But whenever its a the point where we are about to have sex, she stops. She hasn't given me a reason but I can tell she feels self-conscious. But even when she gets me going, she will help me finish off. I try and convince her to let me help her out with her sexual frustration, but she refuses every time. This has been going on for the past 8 weeks. But the other moments of here just being my girlfriend outshine those frustrating moments. Especially when I am sleeping and she wakes me up with kisses and food. She is absolutely adorable when she getting dressed too. She will carefully put her pants on and apologize if she has to jump because she doesn't want to hurt the babies. She has been super cautious about the pregnancy, she doesn't want to have another miscarriage, even though her chances are very slim. Her belly is starting to grow, it's obviously small, but it's still there. Soon enough, she will be really showing. I honestly can't wait to see the babies. Our babies.
6 WEEKS LATER
Mo's P.O.V.
I feel so bloated. Right now I'm 18 weeks pregnant with twins and today I find out what the genders are. I'm super happy about becoming a mom, but I feel so bad because I can tell that my sexual frustration from the pregnancy is killing Joseph. He tries his best to hide it, but I don't want him to see me the way I do. Like a cow. Or at least that's how I feel. My belly sticks out at a decent size, but there has not been a day that I haven't grown even more. Ever since my third month of pregnancy, I stopped having morning sickness, but my sexual feelings got more intense. I can see it in Joseph's eyes that he is upset that I feel self conscious but I won't admit it. I honestly love the feeling of having Joseph's twins, but the body that's coming with it is the price I don't want to pay. I just wanted to have the babies and not experience the bad pains that accompany the pregnancy. My gut feeling is telling me that the babies will be just like their father and/or have him wrapped around their tiny little fingers. I honestly think that Joseph already is. He really wants the twins to be girls, but I want at least one boy. We've been waiting in the lobby of the doctor's office for a few minutes now, and I can see the excitement on Joseph's face getting bigger. Finally the doctor came out and called us in. I laid back on the table and Joseph was holding my hand as she was taking the sonogram and said, "Well, everything looks good. Nothing is going wrong, they are growing properly and your chances of having another miscarriage are still very low. Now, would you like to know the genders?" "Yes," Jack said immediately and I nodded. She chuckled and looked back at the machine, "Its a girl and a boy. Congratulations." Joseph jumped up and yelled out a "Yes, oh my god, its both!" I started laughing at him and thanked the doctor before we left. The drive home, Joseph practically screamed every song that came on the radio because he was still so happy. We pulled into the driveway about fifteen minutes later, "Do not touch the door," he said before I even reached for the handle. He then jumped out of the car and ran over to my side and picked me up out of the car. I giggled as he placed me down on the couch as we got inside. He climbed ontop of me and started kissing me all over. My forehead, cheeks, nose, lips, neck, shoulders, and collarbone. I knew what he was doing. I wanted to let my self consciousness go and let him do whatever he wanted to do to me. But I couldn't, I brain said no and I didn't know how to say it. "I love you so much Mo" he whispered into my ear. "I smiled and said, "I love you too."
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I Can't Make You Love Me
FanfictionI crawled into Joseph's bed and he followed. Joseph gently pulled me into his chest so we could cuddle like old times. He rubbed my back as my fingers played with his hair. A few minutes of silence, Joseph fell asleep and so did I directly after him.
