I Can't Make You Love Me

Chapter 9. :)

10 WEEKS LATER
Mo's P.O.V.
I feel gross. This pregnancy belly is huge at 8 months. I know I am supposed to be big because I'm having twins, but I feel bloated.

My boobs also swelled up and my ass got bigger. I can hear Joseph whine about how he wants to grab them; both my boobs and ass. I want so badly to let him, but I'm still too afraid to let him see me this way. I am 28 weeks along and my doctor told me that I only have about eight weeks left. I just don't know if I can hold off for that long. Weight wise, and especially sexually. I haven't had sex with Joseph for 6 months. And that was during my first two months of pregnancy because I wasn't aware that I was pregnant. I feel bad for making him frustrated, but I still don't feel comfortable yet.

Right now Joseph is asleep next to me or I, at least, hope he is. My bladder is gone due to the twins taking up so much room inside, so I'm sneaking out of Joseph and I's bed. I made it to the bathroom in time, did my business, and was standing in front of the mirror washing my hands when I noticed. I looked so abnormal, even for a pregnant women. I could feel my emotions slowly taking over and I started crying lightly. I turned my back to the mirror and sat on the cold, tile floor with my back to the cabinets.

I just sat there for about 5 minutes until I heard Joseph walk into the bathroom. He instantly saw me on the floor with tears running down my face and crouched down to my size, sat down, and pulled me into his lap. I held onto him and buried my face in his face, while he rubbed circles on my back and belly. "Mo, why are you so upset? I hate seeing you like this," he said to me. "I feel fat. I don't want you to see me the way I see myself." I choked out. Joseph held me up so I he could see my face. "Baby, I do not think you are fat. You are so beautiful right now. You're pregnant with twins, of course you're going to feel large, but that doesn't mean that I think you're fat or you should feel fat.
You have no idea how fucking sexy you are, even with a belly." I pushed my lips against his and he pulled me closer into his chest.

"Babe, please tell me that was the reason why you've been avoiding having sex," he asked practically begging me, so I nodded. "Good, because I thought that you didn't want to have sex because I was bad at seducing you." I chuckled and said, "No. You are perfect at seducing me and are very good in bed." I stood up and he did to. "In fact, why don't you remind me of how good you are. I haven't allowed you to in 6 months," I said smirking up at him. He smirked back and said, "gladly" before passionately kissing me.

After about 2 minutes of making out in the bathroom he picked me up, emphasizing his grasp on my ass, and carried me over to our bed, without breaking the kiss. He laid me down and started grabbing at my shirt, but technically his shirt that I had on. I lifted my hands and permit him to take his shirt off of me. "Move up baby," he said and I moved further onto the bed. Now, I was only in panties and a lace bra. He pulled the lace bralette off and threw it in a random direction. Joseph hands went to my hips and he gripped the rim of my panties and slowly pulled them down my legs. Once he got them off my legs, he started kissing the inside of my thighs. I moaned out and he took that as permission to start working his tongue on my dripping core. He licked a bold strip up my heat and sucked on my clit. I reached around my swollen belly and gripped his hair lightly and tugged. Joseph continued by inserting his tongue in and out of my core rapidly and rubbing at my clit. I could feel my high approaching and he knew it was coming too, so he stuck two fingers into me. I moaned and soon felt my high take over. My legs started shaking, but he easily held them down. Once he noticed that my high was down, he kissed his way up to my lips. Not one part of my torso, chest, and neck untouched. He pulled away just before he kissed my aching lips and stood up to quickly remove his own boxers. I got onto my knees to return the favor but he stopped me, "no babygirl, it's my turn to help you out. Come here baby." He lightly pulled me to straddle him, and sat up to kiss me. His arms were wrapped around me while my fingers played with the hair in the nape of his neck. He pulled away and laid back. I rolled my hips over his throbbing cock and aligned him with my entrance. I slid down onto him and we both moaned louder than we ever have. I continued to go up-and-down on him, gaining a build up of moans and groans. He started thrusting his hips up to meet mine, causing me to moan louder and my high to build again, but faster. "Babygirl, I" was all he could say before I cut him off, "Me too baby." I clenched my core and he moaned out for me to clench again. I did and hit my high, followed by Joseph only a moment after.

After our highs came down, I got off of him and laid down next to him to catch my breath. He pulled me into his chest and rest his head in the crook of my neck. Soon, the sound of each others breathing put us both to sleep.

I woke up to Joseph still asleep next to me. His head still hiding in my neck, arms around me, with his hands resting on my belly. I didn't want to wake him, but I needed to go to the bathroom again. I whispered to him, "Joseph, you need to wake up. I have to pee." He groaned and squeezed me before letting me get up. I came back into the bedroom and saw Joseph still trying to sleep. So I climbed back into bed and started kissing his face all over. "You do realize that will just keep me in bed. I don't want to get up because you'll stop." He groaned to me and I laughed. However, my laugh was cut off by feeling a sudden movement in my stomach. Our babies were kicking me. "Joseph, oh my god, you need to feel this, their kicking" I said grabbing his hands and putting them on my belly. We waited a second and he smiled so widely when they kicked again. Both of us could feel the lives we created and in just 8 weeks we would see them.