Mean Tweets

Part 29

Louis POV

I sit on the floor holding Eleanor's hand as Rieta the midwife commands her to push.
"Come on baby. You're doing so good, you're so beautiful." I mumble in her ear as her grip on my hand tightens. I notice as can't keep her eyes open so I turn looking to Rieta. She is shaking her head.
"Something's not right." She says.
"Something's wrong." She mutters softly. Whimpering. I wince knowing she's in pain and there's nothing I could do for her made my heart shatter. Red starts to pool between her legs and Rieta's eyes light up with fear.
"We have to get her to the hospital NOW." She barks. I nod and turn to Eleanor. I don't know if she's conscious or not but she deserves to be aware of what's happening.
"Eleanor, El. Love I don't know if you can hear me but there's a problem with the baby. We're going to the hospital. I promise I'll make sure we don't lose this baby." I say but sigh when she doesn't respond. A few more people enter the room and pick her up. Rieta and Liam go in front of me to clear the path and open doors. I get through the house and out of the door as fast as possible.
Liam grasps the handle to the backseat door and pulls but it doesn't open. He groans. Running inside the get the keys. Harry runs up meeting him at the door throwing him the keys.
He runs back unlocking the door I set her in the seat, my hands now bloody fumbling to buckle her in as her head droops.
"Stop STOP!" Rieta yells and I look at her. "T-the baby's gone." I she says sadly.
"N-no she's still in there. Come on we can make it." I shake my head.
"Louis. Eleanor's lost too much blood. There's no way the baby's still alive. It's too late." She says. Those words get me to stop. I freeze staring at the ground. Tears build up in my eyes.
"I'm s-so sorry." She shakes her head. "We still have to get to the hospital though. She's still losing blood." She says. I nod and walk to the passenger seat. Lia slips in the drivers seat, and Rieta sits next to Eleanor. Rain begins to pound outside the window as we drive. Thunder strikes but none of us jump. We just drive in silence.

Later

I sit in a chair looking at the ground next to my sleeping girlfriend again. God why do bad things always happen to us. To her. It's so fucking unfair.
"L-Louis." I look up to see Eleanor looking at me confused.
"W-where's our baby? And wh-why are you sad?" She asks looking at me.
"Eleanor, Everly's umm. Everly didn't make it. We lost her." I said.
"Y-you're not being serious. Lou this isn't funny where is she." She says breath shaking not wanting to believe me. Not knowing what to say I just walk over to the bed and slide in next to her pulling her towards me.
There was probably some sort of policy against me being in bed with her but I really didn't give a shot at the moment. She balled up my shirt in her fist, letting out a sob. I thought about saying sown thing. Telling her that Everly's in a better place. That we could try again. But I didn't instead I just lay there in the hospital bed holding her. Not stroking her hair, not rubbing her back. Hair holding her.

Guys I cried so hard writing this. And the story's got one chapter left and wow okay depression