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𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐒
doktorreid, 2023

forbidden love, grumpy x sunshine, right person right time





forbidden love, grumpy x sunshine, right person right time

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those nights were on fire, we couldn't get higher. we didn't know that we had it all, but nobody warned you before the fall.

 we didn't know that we had it all, but nobody warned you before the fall

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I'd never considered her in that light; all she was to me was a little girl next door who smelled like summer and peaches. She was truthfully only that until she kissed me - the moment when my lips poisoned her young innocent lips, when I forced my roots to get into her veins. I couldn't get her out of my head since that night, when she recklessly started something so wrong yet so good.

She was my poison ivy, no matter what I couldn't get cure. I didn't want to be cured, to be free and far away from her.

Oh Carmen, it's so wrong thinking about you at three am when I can't sleep. So wrong dreaming about you, about us together. Why am I thinking about you? Why don't you leave me alone, Carmen, I'm begging you.

Just let me sleep and don't show up in my dreams, you little peachy girl who stoled my heart.



































Carmen Nova de Luca

artistic soul, smells like peaches, golden retriever energy, fangirl at finest, lana del rey, the neighborhood, nirvana. loves to mention that she's half Italian.

 loves to mention that she's half Italian

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Matthew Gray Gubler

actor, Halloween maniac, black cat energy, her ex neighbor, wanna be artist with her in her studio, always comes home for the thanksgiving, Vegas boy.

actor, Halloween maniac, black cat energy, her ex neighbor, wanna be artist with her in her studio, always comes home for the thanksgiving, Vegas boy

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included:

Unusual age of my protagonist, she'll be 21 the day after the first chapter, so she'll still be 20 when something happens - she started every step in their relationship. Their age gap is 10 years; I wanted more, but having my oc underage in the first chapter is sufficient for you and me.

Sexual content is also present, perhaps not as much as in lust for life, but here I am. Chapters are from his point of view since, let's face it, he's aware of everything around him and only knows about her small crushes on him.

Losing virginity as sensitive topic is here also, again, she initiated that (spoiler, Matthew didn't know)

And yeaaah, Matthew is such a boyfriend material here, sooo see you soon.

And yeaaah, Matthew is such a boyfriend material here, sooo see you soon

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