The outsiders

Drunk (part 2)

𝐻𝑒𝑦 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠! 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 2 𝑜𝑓 "𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠" (𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟) 𝐼 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑒! 😁✨

*my P.O.V*

I was walking towards the gang but then I saw that it wasn't the gang... It was some socs... I tried to run but they just surrounded me so I had nothing else to do but save myself... So I punched them and almost killed one because he got on top of me and tried to take off my clothes.

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME YOU WHORES!" I screamed at them

"Oh jeeze! Your a feisty one aren't you?" One said as he grabbed me

I pushed him and put him into a chokehold with my knife up against his Adams Apple.

"COME ANY CLOSER AND I WILL KILL HIM!" I pleaded

As they ran away I let him go and they ran faster than a hard running from a fox. Then when I was about to walk away the fuzz showed up and put me in cuffs and took me to the station. I waited in a cell waiting for the gang to come down and get me before they put me in prison for threating a kid.

"Omg! Jess! We are so sorry that she did that we promise she will never do it again" darry said convincingly

"Hm, yea sure, take her! We don't want her" as the cop grabbed me and threw me out

"Fuck you!" As I put up the middle finger at them

When we got home I finally sat down on the ripped up couch and layed down for what felt like forever.

"You can't be doing that jess!" Darry said concerned

"Ay! I'm the adult! Don't tell me shit-" as I hiccuped, "I don't care if I did something stupid I-" as I hiccuped again, "take care of you" I finally finished

"Are ya drunk jess?" Dally said with a slight grin

"No! What makes you think-" I gagged a bit, "that?" I continued

"I'm going to get a trash can for you" soda said as he turned around and headed for the bathroom

As darry laid me down on the couch he took off my shirt because I was burning up, then I saw him blush and his eyes widened as he looked at my chest.

"Hey gentlemen don't look at girls boobs like that!" I shouted

"U-uh I-I didn't m-mean too!" He said looking away

"Eh, it's ok!" I replied happily, "just don't do it to other girls you don't know" I continued

As he shook his head, soda came back with a trash can from the bathroom got me to use. Though I didn't feel like I needed to throw up but whatever...

*dallys P.O.V*

As we found Jess at the police station I waited in the car trying to figure out why I didn't care about her that much... I mean like she's part of our gang now and we take care of each other but why can't I take care of her like everyone else? I kept wondering to myself until my thoughts were broken by the slam of a door from the building. As darry drove I kept to myself and started to quietly sing to myself to calm me down from the stressful thoughts running through my head.

"Hey dal, you ok? You look like your about to cry" two-bit asked gently, concerned

"I'm fine..." I replied in a whisper

"You sure?" He looked at me, and whispered back

"Yea... I just can't stop thinking..." I replied whispering

"Ok... If you need anything you can tell me ok?" He replied softly

I nodded my head and went back to my thoughts... But I couldn't... All I could think about was johnny... Johnny was really tired and was sleeping on my lap cutely, so I left him alone but not just because of that reason, I also have had a crush on him ever since I saw him without his shirt on... I don't know why I did but I didn't care he was really cute and short and that was my type so he was perfect for me... But I wasn't good enough for him, I would never be good enough for him... Never, I know he won't like a stupid kid like me, a monster, a killer... A suicidal kid who just wanted to be loved for at least a minute or two... A kid who was already depressed to the bone that could never be happy or find anyone that loves me... Ever... He would never love me ever, I know that for a fact that it's true he doesn't.

As we got to the car I walked in last which never happened because I was always the one who jumped out the side of the car and ran in to get the tv remote first... But this time I didn't really want to, all I wanted to do was cry myself to sleep until I wouldn't wake up again and feel all the pain and scars on my body... I hated my body, I never really like that I was fat or that I was ugly, I would pass all the boys and girls in the halls in school and I could hear them gossiping about me behind my back, but that didn't bother me... What bothered me was that johnny talked to this guy all the time and never really talked to me, the only time he would was for answers so that he could do his homework... I fear the worst is happening... He turning out like me... A bad kid who went to jail...

*Johnny's P.O.V*

I was really tired so I fell asleep on deals lap thinking of all the things that I like about dal, like how I like his eyes, and like his body and chest. I have had a crush on dal ever since I saw him without a shirt on when he was fifteen. He is really cute but sometimes I think he tells himself otherwise... Like sometimes I think he tells himself that he's not good enough for anyone or that he hates himself which makes me sad. I have been talking to this guy named David for a while now, telling him all the things I like about fall and how he gives me butterfly's all the time. Most of the time I talk to him and not dal because whenever I try to talk to dal I get super shakey and almost fall over thinking about all the bad things I could do to him if we were dating.

Sometimes I think he tells himself that he would never be good enough for me... For himself... It makes me so sad seeing him tell himself that because he does deserve to himself and he is good enough for us, especially me... It just makes me wanna kiss him so much... I love him and I know it, I know I love him and I'm going to tell him when we get home!...

𝐻𝑒𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑠ℎ 𝑝𝑙𝑧 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑒 -_-, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑦'𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑔𝑜 𝑎ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡! :) 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝐼'𝑚 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑜 𝑦𝑒𝑎... 𝐻𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑑𝑎𝑦/𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡