A/N: strong mentions of ED, read at your own risk
Sasuke's PoV-
When Naruto came in, he starts patting his hair down, he looked so adorable doing that. "Come closer" I said using my fingers to ask him to get here. When Naruto was able to see me, he flashed so hard, I could tell exactly what he was thinking. I got up and pulled him and we both crashed onto the bench (Sasuke did it on purpose). He shut his eyes when he heard the thud, "are you okay?" He asks, peeping at me, with both his hand dominated by my grip. I nod and start kissing him. He pulls away. "Wait, it's so hot here, can we go somewhere else, my skin feels itchy." He says looking around, scared. Ok maybe the temperature is a bit too hot. I carry him on my waist and open the door of the sauna, taking us to a shortcut around where no one would see us. We reach the living room. No one is here, they're all in the gaming room, and mom, dad, and Itachi are out of town. I place him on the couch, Naruto is now below me, I take off his shirt and start kissing his neck. He starts cover his face. "What wrong?" I ask him, cupping his face. "I-I don't know, I'm feeling very s-self conscious, I can feel everything.." he says whimpering. I remove his hands from his face. His eyes still shut. "Is that true?" I ask, he nods. "Then that's amazing, guess you'll also be enjoying everything." I say, slowly unzipping his pants. He stops my hand. "I don't like doing it here." He says looking around, very nervous. I grunt and pick him up again, taking us to my room. I get out orange handcuffs and a piece of cloth that is used to wrap around the mouth. He looks at them frightened. I put the cuffs on him, and cover his mouth. "No more excuses." I say, taking off my towel and his boxers. His eyes start to emit tears. He looks at his lower body frightened. He looks like he's being rap-....!! I quickly remove his cover and cuffs. He covers his face and brings his knees to his chest. His whole body frame trembles, slow whimpers are heard. "Naru..." I say, trying to calm him down. "What did I do wrong?" He stops crying but is still shivering. He looks up at me, his blue eyes looking so frightened, but they calm. "I-It's not your fault, let's continue" he says, giving his hands to me so I could cuff them. "There's no need to use handcuffs. We'll go with your desired pace." He lets out a relieved breath and nods. I get closer to him. "Can we start now?" I ask, placing my hand on his hand. He nods, looking away. I pull him to me, his body just swaying over to mine. He kisses my lips and wraps his hands around my neck. Pushing me down to the sheets. I stroke his waist. Recieving small whimpers. When we pull of from the kiss, I put two fingers in his mouth. He sucks them, and when I pull them out, a line of saliva is connected to his slightly open mouth. I insert the tip of my middle finger, feeling his hands wrap around me tighter, his moaning starts. He shoves his forehead into my shoulders when I put two fingers in, his beautiful moans just getting louder. I start scissoring with my fingers, feeling his body shiver even down there. I finally take my hand out aggressively, hearing a loud moan. I move his hips to align with mine, and I slowly insert my member in him. His head shot up and his eyes start tearing up, he looks at his back, scratching my back when I push in.
When it's finally in, his eyes are already crying, he's sniffing and moaning. I carry him while I'm inside him and take him to my bathroom. The tub is already filled with cold water. I get inside, his legs wrapped around me. When his back touches the cold water, he shrieks. I chuckle and kiss him.
-Naruto's PoV-
After a while, we've done at least....I don't even know anymore, I'm so exhausted. I have my back resting on his back in the bathtub. We have our left hands intertwined. The bathroom is so silent. "Naru" he says, his low voice sends a shiver down my spine. "Hm?", "do you want us to move out somewhere nice?" I turn my head to him. "Like where?" He smiles and cups my cheeks. "I'm not telling." I frown and push him, I get up and out of the tub. I put on my robe and slam the door shut. "Why would he say something if he's not gonna say it properly, he really made me get excited for no reason." I mumble and head to the closet. I get out clothes and hear the bathroom door open, Sasuke comes out with his robe on. He heads to the closet as well and starts changing.
A/N: ED will start here. If you can't handle the words, I rather you skip!
After a while, we both head downstairs to find the game room empty now. I let out a relieved breath. "Why did you invite so many people when you didn't even hang out with them?" I ask, he replies with, "They basically invite themselves over every work dinner occasion..." "Oh.." I scartch the back of my head, thinking of something else to say cause it's so awkward. "Let's watch a movie." He says, handing me the remote, I nod slightly and plop on the couch, the TV automatically switches on to a channel that talks about physical and mental health, my hand stops moving. Something told me to watch and listen, Sasuke was making popcorn and getting drink ready, so I lowered the volume. The woman starts talking, "Hello lovely people, I'm Xxx Xxxx and I'm here today to talk about eating disorders. You might not know it, but you might have an eating disorder. Now, eating disorders come in many different ways for many different people, but the main symptoms most people suffer from are: Eating very little food willingly even if there's so much food Infront of you, and another thing is Xxxxxxx xxx xxxx....." The noises get muffled, I see her face morph from a serious face to an evil smile, "your fat, Naruto. Do you think Sasuke will still like you if you keep eating all the time? Your like a cow, always eating, go to your nearest scale and I promise you, your obese. Naruto. Naruto." "NARU!" I hear Sasuke's voice finally, I feel the hot tears rolling down my cheeks. I quickly run to the bathroom and lock the door, my stomach ties in knots, saliva starts racing all the way up to my tongue, I try swallowing but instead, I vomit so much food, I don't even know where it came from.
Sasuke knocks the door aggressively, knocking me back to reality too. I flush the toilet and wipe my mouth, "I'm fine. I'm coming now" I try saying without choking on my tears. The knocking stops. I take a toothbrush from the stock on the shelves and start brushing my teeth from this acidic taste.
I exit the bathroom, finding Sasuke waiting by the door... I'm sorry Sasuke, it's all my fault.
A/N:ED ends here.
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