poams

1- you were my easiest hello and my hardest goodbye

you are not a villain in my story,

you are just a boy with broken plans,

and shaky hands,

and a heart that wanted this to last.

you remind me of winter days when the sun still shines,

and the cold can only be felt on the inside,

you are not an unforgivable person,

or someone that deserves to hurt.

you are just a boy who needed someone to hold your heart,

and if I see you again,

I will hold you with the grace of my hands,

to remind you that I am here.

I cannot be bothered to go anywhere,

because you are not the villain,

or a mistake that I made,

you are a boy that once gave me everything.

you made flowers grow inside my lungs,

and gave me the voice to sing my song,

you are someone who deserves to love,

and be loved in return,

and I mean that in every sense of the world.

you are the sun to me,

even when I cannot see you,

I always feel you,

and if I ever see you again,

I will never be able to leave.