Y/N POV
I bunked college today. I actually didn't want to go to college today. I'm sick and tired of this college.
Everyone was angry with me. My parents and now they were fighting. I'm only seventeen but i undergo a lot of pressure, stress, trauma, depression, anxiety, overthinking which led me to insomnia but i haven't told anyone about these things.
Sometimes I feel like i deserve this, but sometimes I feel like I don't. I become overwhelmed sometimes. I feel dazed out.
For the first time in my life, i have friends and that too in college. Everything feels overwhelming. Sometimes I feel like I'll lose them but sometimes I don't. Everything spins around me.
I don't have anyone who cares. I tried telling my friends but they didn't seem to care, and telling me that even they had problems it went to something else. And I feel like they will think it's for attention so that's why I stopped hanging out with them.
I mean how can I hang out. We only meet at college. Life is too hard. I've never dated anyone. I wish I had a job so that i could live alone free and far from all this.
Sometimes I wish I could get married or have a bf who actually loves and cares for me. But then again, I have each and every insecurity within myself. Who will love me.
But I'm very unlucky when it comes to relationships and stuff. You're unlucky in everything y/n. I rolled my eyes trying to keep up but tears but failed.
I crave that love and affection, for that care which I know I will never get.
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