My Mafia Husband

2.

I was scared to go home from college. I messed up once again. I failed my second term and I had to take my papers home and get it signed by both of my parents and bring it and come tomorrow.

Last night when i cried myself to sleep having an anxiety attack I knew that there was something up today.

I heard the last bell ring signalling us to move out of the college. I picked up my bag and looked at my so-called friends.  

They came up to "are you coming tomorrow y/n" asked one of them sarcastically rolling her eyes. I widened my eyes at her.

Everyone looked at her muttering something under their breath and glaring at her. "Why are you asking me that question" i asked her rolling my eyes.

"No why can't I ask y/n" she said smiling fakely "it's fine never mind" i said walking away. "Bye y/n" i heard some say. I lifted my hand and waved them.

With my mask on, i walked down the staris of my college. I hate it. This also gives me trauma. I quickly made my way down and walked outside the college gate.

I don't feel anything.

I always walk my way home. I kind of like it because I get to be all by myself and all alone. The only thing which i hate is that I don't ever bring my phone to college.

It's twenty minutes by walk from my college to the place where i live. I don't call it home, it's just a house that never feels like home.

I spotted the red signal which means we could cross the road. I sighed and began to cross the road, as quickly as i could.

I reached the other side and all of a sudden I felt dizzy. I know I have some sight problems.

Sh!t i didn't even eat my lunch today, let alone i didn't drink much water. Oh god please help me. I feel so dizzy. What do I do.

I felt like i could fall down. No y/n you won't. I continued to walk, but I didn't know where I was walking. Oh god. I feel like my eyes are giving up.

I can't see anything. Jesus help me. I can't. Just when you were about to fall or let's say be dashed by a bus, someone grabbed your shoulders and pushed you aside along with them.

I was shocked. Who is that who wanted to save me. Ugh. I wish I could die. "Hey, hey hey, miss.." i heard a very deep and husky, voice, manly voice speak which sent Sparkes through my body.

My right hand clutched my head. Oh sh!t what a headache now. God. Why all this misery for me. *Groans in pain*.

"Hello, can you see me or at least talk" once again I heard that manly voice. I slightly opened my eyes fully. I looked up to meet with grey eyes, which were cold.

Wow the first time in my life I'm seeing a different colour of eyes. But it was a man, was he holding me. I stared at his strongly structured face. He looks so handsome, his perfect nose, lips, eyes and cheek bones.

I immediately got up from him. Ahh yes so he was holding me. I was still feeling giddy. I don't know why. "Ughh" i clutched onto my head once again rubbing it.

I opened my eyes and it was that same man staring at me with a blank expression thank God he didn't see my face, I'm still wearing a mask. "I think you need to drink some water" he said coldly.

I immediately took out my water bottle from the side of my back pack. I pulled down my mask and opened my water bottle i took sips of it, feeling a 0.5% relief set in me.

"I'm sorry" i finally spoke looking at that man. He was indeed so attractive and a man not a boy. His body although it was clothed, it looked so strong and muscular. His hair was so sexy. He was so masculine. His clothes and everything about him screamed luxury and richness.

I gulped feeling so little in front of him. "You look like you would be glad if your life ended over here, what a shame since so many people would see it" i heard him say. That broke my heart into millions of pieces. I held back my tears.

"Thank you" i said and immediately walked away from there, not wanting to wait for a second also.

Why the hell did he save me first of all. Why does this always happen to me. I feel so disgusted and embarrassed of myself.

After walking for what felt like years, i finally reached the house. I sighed and walked inside the gate. I don't know what's going to happen now.

I knocked on the door and it was opened by my mother. I walked inside setting my bag aside as I walked inside my room.

I quickly removed all my clothes throwing them in the basket and making my way towards the bathroom. There i washed my face and hands and legs.

I was feeling so hungry and my head was aching so badly. Jesus. Im so hungry. I sat on my bed for a few second but then went out.

I saw my mother "i didn't eat my lunch" i said as I sat down on the couch "not my problem" she replied. I huffed and rolled my eyes.

"I got a message from your class incharge, she said that told she distributed all the papers of mid term exams, she said both the parents have to sign it and bring them back tomorrow." Said my mother..

God why the hell did she have to message her. Ugh lord. "So show me the papers i want to see your performance" she said with an annyonig face.

I sighed and picked up my bag and took out a file of my papers and handed it to her along with a pen so that she could sign it.

She looked through all my papers. I'm so tensed. I knew always something bad is going to happen. I knew it. Please i want to die.

I want to end all this. I don't know what to do. why me. Why is it always me. But it's ok. I don't want anyone else to suffer from this. "I literally can't believe you. You are such a waste child. There is no use for you, it was a waste of time for me to bring forth you into this world and you do nothing. I hate to call you my daughter, always bringing shame on our family. Please show this to your father and then I'm going to sign it" she said and placed the papers on the table.

"Sign it off no" i said lowly "i won't sign it unless and until your father comes and sees it" she said rolling her eyes.