"This is stupid" I mutter under my breath as we head towards the ballroom area I look over seeing dominik standing from across the room he looks me up and down in the swan dress giving me a sad look, I give him a small smile before sighing following lyle to the table and two chairs my dad sits in one and lyle sits in the other "uhh there's no chair for me" I say looking around for one as lyle chuckles "oh no you sit on my lap y'n" he says patting his thigh "I'm sorry say what now?" I say turning to him placing my hands on hips "yesh come on y'n don't be shy" he says smirking and i have to resist cringing in disgust "no I don't want to I'm fine with standing thank you" I say crossing my arms but then I hear my dad clear his throat as i see him looking at me angrily as I scoff roughly sitting on his lap making him grona in pain and i see dominik biting his lip so he doesn't burt into laughter but it turns to a frown when he sees my dad smack me upside the head making me whimper in pain "what did I say about your attitude? you keep it up I'm gonna do worse then just smack you" he says with vemon in his voice turning back in his chair as I glare at him when he's not looking, I feel lyle wrap his arms around me as I place my hands on the table away from his I look over to dominik seeing his fists are turning white from how hard he's clenching them 'I'm ok' I mouth towards him giving him a soft smile then best I could as I watch him amd his fists relax at his side, "bring in the ladies!" my dad shouts clapping his hands as I jump a little, I watch all of the girls walk in one by one and they all look horrible, caked up in makeup from face to neck lots of jewelry on them, and their dresses are just as bad as mine they look at me and start pointing and laughing at me causing me to just roll my eyes *yeah yeah go ahead and laugh, at least I still look classy in a ugly dress and not like a clown with face paint* I think to myself looking at dominik, who cleary doesn't want to do this but doesn't have a choice, I mean the poor thing looks so uncomfortable by all these other women.
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After a torturous 2 hours of the girls showing their 'talents' and telling dominik what they can do for him he now has to make a decision between all of the girls standing in a row, he sighs looking at me with sad eyes as to say I'm sorry, but I don't hold this against him or even blame him, no I blame my bastard of a father figure and I hold this against him, dominik points to a girl in a ugly red dress as she's gasps excitedly "me? really?! oh my god yayy!" she says jumping up and down and I have to bite my tongue, cause her voice is so obnoxiously annoying she runs to dominik hugging him tightly and he just gives her a half hug, she then tires to kiss him and that boils me inside "no no not now no you gotta wait" he uses as an excuse not to kiss her, thankfully she buys it "perfect the wedding will start tomorrow afternoon" my father says looking at dominik then to me "I'll make sure you have a nice front row seat y'n" he says smirking chuckling evily before turning back to look at him, my anger builds up as I get off of lyles lap speed walking out of the ballroom up the stairs to my room, breathing heavily feeling tears run down my face, as I slam the door shut locking it behind me, I lean back against the door crying gripping my hair as I look down at the stupid swan on my shoulder, I scream literally ripping the ugly dress off of my leaving me in just my bra and panties, I grab scissors still screaming in anger, cutting the stupid dress to pieces i don't care how much money it was, "I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE!" I shouts over and over throwing the scissors starting to destroy my room, throwing things and breaking things just losing my mind, I throw something at my window breaking it before doing the same to my mirror, I let out one last scream I have in me before gripping my hair again just crying, I collapse on my bed in the now completely destroyed room, just staring at the ceiling crying and crying till I eventually fall asleep.
(I hope your liking the build up I promise I will finish it soon)
