𝐖𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 || 𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐

• Please •

(Jisung's pov)

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• Minho •
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I chose your song, Alien.
Read

Alien? How did you know ?

Shit! I didn't mean to send that.
Oh... im so embarrassed.
You don't have to chose it just because
I produced it yk.
It's not even the genre we settled for
You can chose between the other options!

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"Shir shit shit shit, why didn't I checked before sending my choices? AND WHY DID HE CHOSE MY SONG? Fuck, what do I do? I'm so embarrassed, this song is so... personal. Why isn't he answering now? Don't tell me he felt asleep. Fuck..."

Jisung wasn't able to sleep now that Minho has a song of his that he never showed to anyone yet. He spammed the older not knowing that he was long asleep with his song playing on repeat. Jisung kept moving in his small dorm bed making his roommate wake up from the noise his bed was making each time he turned around.

"The fuck are you doing, mate?"

"Felix? Sorry... I didn't mean to wake you up"

Felix, despite de darkness of their room could see something was off with his friend. He sat up in his bed and unplugged his phone to look at the time.

"What are you doing still awake at 3 am?"

"I...I sent the wrong song to Minho"

"That's it? That's why you're not sleeping? Man that's no big deal, just tell him you made a mist-"

Jisung cut him mid sentence.

"I sent him Alien... by mistake."

"Alien? Isn't that one of your songs?"

"Yes, that's the problem! I sent him one of my songs and not any of my songs, I fucking sent Alien!"

"Wait... isn't Alien the song you said you would never show to anyone?"

"Yes it's this one." Jisung was desperate at this point. He was already embarrassed because Minho heard him sing but now he realizes Alien has a special meaning. This song talks about how lonely he feels. It talks how of an outcast he feels. Doesn't matter how many people is around, he feels lonely like an Alien who's dropped down to earth and now Minho knows his secrets— he knows how he truly feels.

"Can I know what's the song about?"

The reason behind why he never wanted to show the song is because it would hurt his friends. Felix would thinks it's something he does that makes Jisung feel lonely. Jisung might love Felix with all his heart, the horrible feeling and pain in his chest is always there when he's with him or anyone. Jisung can't help but feeling like that. He doesn't know what cause him to be like this and he doesn't remember when he started to feel like that either.

"It's... do you wanna read the lyrics?"

Jisung can't bring himself to tell his freckled friend.