Felix was left dumbfounded, he really got it all wrong and knowing it and not being able to say it is hard. Harder than he thought. He promised to never interfere in any way with Jisung's thoughts on the masked guy to Minho. Why did he do that again? Maybe because the older convinced him it was gonna help Jisung. Fuck.
"Yeah, I'm gonna try to get closer to him, if you wanna know. I'm planning on going back for the next dance class and that should be tomorrow actually! I'm so excited!"
Felix kept it quiet, millions of thoughts running in his head. When Jisung went to take a shower he quickly took his phone out and opened the chat with Minho.
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Felix sighed. He has a bad feeling about this, but decides to let Minho take care of it. At least Jisung is going back to school. Maybe it wasn't as bad as he thought.
The next day, Felix and Jisung only has two classes the dance class not included. They'll have the whole morning for themselves while Hyunjin has a full day. When that happens, they usually go out shopping or stay at their dorm and play video games together. It's been a while since they spent time together. Felix missed his best friend, he wishes they could have a video game night with pizza like they used.
Jisung gets out of the bathroom and heads to his shared room, a smile plastered on his tired face. Felix looks at Jisung go. He is now in the kitchen and is preparing... pancakes ? Felix has a totally different Jisung in front of him. The brunette never cooks, it's always Felix or take out. Jisung takes all the ingredients he needs and starts making pancakes.
Felix looks at his older friend of one day struggling to flip the first pancake around, amused.
"Here, let me do it"
Jisung smiles and let's Felix flip the pancake over. When Felix turns around to look at Jisung he's surprised to see him in front of the PlayStation selecting games.
"What are you doing, Ji?"
Jisung turned to meet eyes with the freckled boy.
"Can you finish the pancakes while I'm setting everything for a game night?" Jisung smirked waiting for his friend's reaction, knowing well the younger missed their game nights.
"A game night! Seriously ? Oh my god! I missed our game nights! Of course I can finish making the pancakes! Yayyy"
Felix jumped like a little kid under the amused gaze of Jisung. The truth is, Jisung felt bad for making Felix's life hard and wants to make up for it. He missed game nights as well, but the brown haired boy wasn't a big fan of video game like the blonde.
Once the pancakes were done, Felix rushed to the living room excited to start playing. They enjoyed the pancakes and their night was filled with laughter and screams of the younger when he looses. A night they won't forget.
They went to sleep at around 2 am. When they just got in their respective beds, Jisung felt something cold on his right side, then a heavy body fell on his back.
"Felix? What-"
"Wanna cuddles with you... missed you"
Jisung smiled as he turned to face Felix. He let him snuggle on his chest and started to stroke his back. It was long before the duo fell asleep in each other's arms.
Jisung was dragged out of his sleep when he felt a wave of pain on his inner arm.
"Ashhhh. What the-"
Felix was holding his arm tightly, the only things is, it's the arm he cuts with the razor blade. He's putting pressure on it without knowing and it's hurting Jisung. Felix slowly woke up too by Jisung's whimpers.
"What's the problem?" Felix let go of Jisung and sits up when he felt something wet n his hands. He opened the bedside lamp and looked at his hands. They were covered in blood. "What the fuck?" His eyes searches for where the blood is coming from and soon finds Jisung holding his inner arm. Blood could be seen. "Oh my god, Ji? Am I the one who did that?"
Jisung realized he was fucked.
"No. It's not you. I'm fine."
Felix found Jisung rather dry in his answer, he sounded annoyed. "You sure? Why ar-"
Jisung cut him off "I said, I'm fine." And with that he got out of bed and rushed to the bathroom. He removed his shirt and took a look at his cuts. Even if he was slowly getting better, it didn't keep him from cutting himself after talking his shower earlier in the evening. His freshly new made cuts were bleeding. Annoyed and angry he quickly cleaned them up a second time and placed a new bandage thicker than the old one.
When he got out of the bathroom he found Felix at the kitchen's sink cleaning the blood off the sheets. Jisung remained silent as he watched Felix watching. He knew his friends had millions of questions, but he wasn't sure if he knew why he was bleeding.
"Ji" Felix stopped the water dripping from the sink. He stopped what he was doing and locked eyes with Jisung. "Why were you bleeding?" Felix's tone was soft and caring, but that wasn't enough for Jisung to tell him the truth.
"I hurt myself while dancing. No big deal." Jisung was looking away. It was the first time he was able to lie on the spot, but Felix knew he was lying. Even if it was a smooth lie, Felix could sens Jisung was lying. He decided not to force him onto telling him the truth, but promised himself to keep an eye on him.
"Oh, ok. I hope it'll heal well."
Jisung nodded and released the air he was holding in his lungs. He went to take new bedsheets and placed them on his bed before laying back on the mattress to go back to sleep again. Felix entered the room not long after, Jisung heard Felix hesitating between going in his bed or in Jisung's. Not long after, Felix was cuddling on Jisung's naked torso. They feel asleep in no time, feeling safe in each other's arms.
________________________________ Yang Jeongin ________________________________
Tell me everything Han Jisung will tell you
Why?
I'm asking you to.
Ok?
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[a/n: in another universe, Felix and Jisung are soulmates]
[a/n: very short chapter, sorry. I'm gonna try to do better next week. ]
Thank you for reading this update, I hope you liked it and will look forward to the next one.Anyway let's not forget that English isn't my native language and that their might be errors. This is only a fanfic, nothing is real and that goes for the idols personalities and their sexuality (I don't assume anyone's sexuality) it's only for entertainment. Thank you, see you next Sunday!
