Human again

Cancer

One gloomy night where the rain had taken over, Linny was rushed into hospital. Charlotte was the first one down there, Charlotte look down at her now weak arms as she grew a purple colour, as if she wasn't breathing but her pulse was still going. Charlotte held her hand and said" nana thank you. Thank you for everything but mostly thank you for staying alive and taking the medicine you said you never would just to stay with me because you know without you I would suffer and suffer I will if anything happens to you in this hospital, but Nan please don't worry or don't fear because no matter where you are heaven or earth I will forever Love you". This brung tears to linnys swollen eyes as she softly repeated the words I will forever Love you .A few days later, it was announced from the family chat (only used for emergencies considering half the family didn't get along, )that their beloved linny was never going to get better and as much as her death would break them all she has to go. Charlotte instantly broke down in tears with her head in her hands, telling the family group chat that no matter what happens, we will all remember her for her lovely bubbly self and everyone agreed. A week later and Charlotte was still with linny in the same hospital bed that she was first found in, Charlotte held her hand now as weak as it can be with her lifeless face, looking back at her, Charlotte then kissed her on the cheek and watched her die. Charlotte burst out into tears now on her knees praying to whatever god whatever saviour could possibly be out there listening to her in thought prayers about saving her grandmother wishing on every star she will rest easy and be back soon , repeating the words what a cruel world we live in.

When Charlotte got home, she was in a state of distress. she  was hyperventilating cry in the words was it. Me wasn't my fault. Maybe if I went to her house yesterday, none of this would've happened. Charlotte knew that that thought seems silly, but she had kept cancelling on her Nan she had just wish she could spend every last minute with her like she promised, but instead she spent all her time with a man that cheated. Charlottes thoughts echoed her Mind if she did deserve this, feeling sick to her stomach, everything whirling, her world turning upside down like everything is against her until suddenly, the overwhelming feeling of sickness hurls up in her throat, made of causing her tears to dry and everything so dark, leaving Charlotte, laying on the cold and now damp floor.