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Linny

4 years pass and Charlottes 20th birthday part was here. Charlotte was having a great time and as her boyfriend was there it made it even better. her hand got grabbed  and she was rushed up the stairs, with a grin on her face its obvious what this meant.

The  moments pass and you could imagine what had happened in charlottes pink and grey bedroom behind closed doors.

2 months later:
"Brendan, getting here now", Charlotte said crying with joy.
" What is it love" he responded quickly
"I'm I'm" she couldn't get the words out of her mouth. It was on the tip of the tongue, but she just couldn't say it.
"Your what?"
" I'm pregnant" she burst out finally. They both held hands in and jumped in joy when Charlotte suddenly stopped and began to cry tears like no other.
" do you know what this means the first child was a mistake I'm an awful parent. I'm an awful mother I know I our baby  hasn't even been born yet , Doesn't know our names doesn't know our faces but I will for ever regret what I done with you not because it was with you because I didn't want a child especially my first and probably only child  to be  a mistake.                                      "Don't get too excited or sad or however your emotions are currently wilding but i um-" he stuttered with clear tears in his now droopy eyes.                                                                                                    "Brendan my love what's wrong" she  questioned                                                                                                   "well in 3 and a bit months I have a business trip for the next 6 months meaning .."he replied in a quick voice.                                                                                                                                                                            Before bursting out the room she replied," you wont be here for the birth of OUR baby will you Bren"                                                                                                                                                                                             Brendan chases after her but instantly looses track of where charlotte is and with fury in his eyes chases after her

"Charlotte for fuck sake I've never had sex with you your one dirty slag" he screams crying                 "BUT THE PARTY YOU RUSHED ME UP THOOSE SILKY STAIRS ONTO MY NEWLY WASHED SHEETS AND YOU CALL ME A SLAG" charlotte replies out of her mind.                                                                             THAT WAS MY FUCKING BASTARD OF A BROTHER IF U LOVE HIM THAT MUCH MAYBE YOU SHOULD MARRY HIM" silence filled the air after Brenden relived the truth about that night.             your .. your brother but I -" charlotte mumbled starting to cry.                                                                         "Yeah well now u know in fact I walked into the ACT in its finest so so Fuck you and the baby who will grow up with NOTHING BUT FEAR" Brenden ended up exclaiming before walking out slamming the door behind him.

A whole 6 months later Charlottes first child was born. "What shall I call ya"
"You need to think of the perfect name your a new mum with a new life with a gorgeous baby think of a gorgeous name" the midwife said softly as anything .
"Gorgeous....linny"
"What a good name Any reason why ?" The midwife asks intrested
all she replied with was nanny linny and they moved on.