Diary of thoughts

Firefly isn't a star

Here I am again, at the path I loathed to witness even in my dreams...
Silently staring at my pathetic reflection and muzzling my screams.

I know what is needed to be done at this moment;
Cause I can no longer keep on begging my swirling storm to be silent.

I'm my own enemy hell I am aware about that so please stop proving it.
I sought your shelter in hopes to find comfort but you didn't go easy on me even a bit.

The end of one tunnel turned into beginning of the other that is colder;
I guess this lesson was meant just to make me bolder.

A firefly which I misunderstood to be star,
One that pulled me in darkness; giving a new scar.

Now I'm again left doubting about something which I was once confident in...

-Kaera