The lies told | Jason Diluarentis

002: If we have each other

("She was 15 with a baby on the way" -Alex Benjamin)

The six of us say in a cafe as we discussed about what Jenna was doing at Ali's funeral "Why was Jenna there?" Aria spoke up "I guess she's back." Spencer answered as Emily and I looked at eachother. "That cop acted like we were suspects or something." Hanna whispered as we all looked around nervously "Do you think we looked guilty?" Emily asked me as I looked at her sighing "Why would we? We didn't do anything wrong." I answered as Emily looked down at the table again "Except lie about the Jenna thing." Hanna said as I kicked her shin under the table.

"We promised we'd never bring up the Jenna thing again, remember? It never happened." Spencer reminded her as I nodded "Have you found a way to forget? I still wake up sometimes in the middle of the night." Aria said as she brushed her arm with her hand "Aria, it was an accident." I told her as Hanna took a flask out of her purse and puts vodka in her drink while a man stares at her "It's medicinal." Hanna lied then he kept staring so she yelled "Cramps!".

"I don't get it. How does "A" know something about me that only Alison knew?" Emily said while Hanna poured vodka in my coke "Ali knew all of our secrets, but... We never knew any of hers." Aria said then when I finished my first sip I spoke up "I knew some." I said and they sighed "Ofcourse you do" Aria answered me then opened her eyes wider "Talk." Hanna told me then I sighed. "I can't." I told then as they sighed too.

"Sab! No, you are not gonna drop a bomb like that and just clam up!" Aria told me as I looked down "She'd so kill me if I told you." I told them as they frowned their eyebrows "She's dead." Hanna said but I was still afraid that her sprit would haunt me "Ali was seeing someone that summer." I said looking down. The only reason why Alison told me that she was seeing someone was because she had just found out me and Jason broke up and she told me a secret to make me feel better. Well then me and Jason got back together but we didnt tell Alison yet knowing her she would freak out.

"I knew she was keeping something from me! From us." Emily called out while I put more vodka in my drink. "Well, why didn't she want us to know?" Aria asked me "Because he was an older boy, and he had a girlfriend." I told them as Emily looked at me "Who was it?" she asked me "She never told me his name." I told them then Hanna rolled her eyes.

"That's only half the secret." Hanna said before I snapped back "It's more than you ever got from her." I said and she took the flask out of my hand "How is that Ali told us nothing, and we told her everything?" Aria asked us "Because she made us feel like we were part of something special." Emily said as we all looked down "We were." Hanna said putting her hand over mine.

"I miss that." Aria spoke up "Me too." Spencer called out "I miss Ali." Emily said "Same" I spoke up then Hanna realised the braclet Emily had on "I can't believe you still wear that." Hanna said then we all looked down at her braclet "Ali still wears hers. Wore." Emily defended herself playing with it.

"When Ali didn't come home that night, I knew something terrible must have happened, but there was always some part of me that imagined someday she'd just show up." Spencer said as I played with my fingers "Yeah. I used to think that maybe she'd just...Run off with some guy." Aria said then I let out a small giggle "She was laying on a beach somewhere" Emily spoke up "She was flirting with every boy she saw" I spoke up.

"Or getting a tan out by the pool with that hot lifeguard." Hanna said then I nodded my head "Ohh. Yeah...What was his name?" I asked her
"Who cares? "Save me!"" Hanna joked as we all luaghed at her.

We all sat down then we heard cane tapping and saw Jenna enter in. We watch her sit down as we pay our bill and leave discretely.

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This was the first time I played volleyball in a really long time, I went into the gym while sone of my old friends greeted me and my teachers walked up to me. I signed a shit ton of tgings before I started playing but my phone rang loudly. I took my phone to see who or what it was then saw a text from 'A' that terrified me.

"Seems like Im not the dirty one after all --A"

'A' sent me while I looked around the room to see if anyone was watching me. I took the volleyball and spiked it across the room making a dent on the wall and walking away as some members watched me walk away. As I walked away I saw my gym teacher running after me "I quit again Mrs Coglin." I said after she still ran after me. "Wait" she said and I stopped walking and turned around "Why are you quiting again?" she asked me and I looked at her tilting my head.

"I thought I was ready but I wasnt." I lied to her then she touched my hand "Its alright. One day you'll be ready" she said giving me major deja vu so I shook my hand off of her grasp and walked away hoping I wouldnt see her again.

Flashback

After Jason and I hooked up I had been feeling sick and throwing up alot. I thought it was becuase I was drinking but Alison joked about taking a pregnancy test so I agreed. I was in the bathroom and Alison was outside waiting for my test to finish but when I saw it it was positive. "No. No. No" I said and Alison knocked on the door.

"Sab? You okay?" she asked knocking on the door "Come out I wanna watch Twilight now" she said while I silently cried but she heard me sniff. "Sab. Are you crying? Come out now" she demanded me so I came out with the positive pregnancy test in hand and mascara running down my face. "Oh my gosh" she said as she read the test and I cried "Umm. Its okay, we just have to tell the baby daddy or we can take the morning after pill, or you can give it up for adoption. Wait whos the baby daddy?" she asked me all at once then I leaned against the wall sitting down scared about what my parents would say.

"Im not ready to be a mom. Oh my gosh Im pregnant. Im not ready to be a mom yet. Fuck! What are my parents going to think" I said swinging back and forth holding onto my stomach "Sabi. Its okay, one day you'll be ready. Maybe not today but one day. Besides its not like your giving birth tomorrow, you have nine months to prepare everything" she comforted me while I nodded "Thank you" I told her hugging her then she patted my back.

End Flashback