Estella had learnt life to be unpredictable and cruel at a very young age. But she had never prepared herself to have everything she ever dreamed of after her worst nightmare.
Now she is a at a pedestal whom to believe. Her biological family who see...
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Estella's Pov:
Have you ever wondered what will happen if suddenly everything vanished into nothing you were left alone in the aftermath of the destruction. Wondering what all could've been .
And why did the almighty made you lose all of the possible happy memories you could've made but now all you were left with were the bittersweet reminder of past. Something that is endless. All the what ifs of future and all that we could have done differently in our past.
We are all stuck in this mirage of all the possibilities and reality somehow adjacent by our memories but yet so far.
That's how I have always felt my my life.
I never truly belonged somewhere but also never wanted to destroy the life I had. I was stuck somewhere in between of wanting a family and not willing to lose the little stability I had in my life.I hated and loved my solitude of having nobody who cared for me yet I never stopped dreaming for someone to love me and care for me unconditionally.
Even when my foster parents decided to return me back to orphanage like some discarded good, I never lost the hope for finding some people who'll truly loved me and will finally give me the affection and care I craved all my life. Stupid I know but that lonely child inside me held on to that hope and dream like a vice. It gave me some direction in life.
So I did everything I can to be the perfect daughter any family could have wanted. Perfect grades. ✅ Good behavior.✅ Basic etiquette ✅ Never talked too much ✅ Never fought or argued.✅
But it was never enough for anyone to consider me ENOUGH or to be adopted.
So I lost the hope for family and decided I will be enough for myself.
So what if I am not pretty like other girls ? I am kind and beautiful inside .
So what if everyone abandoned me because I was not good enough for them ? I am perfectly fine for me. I don't need others validations to judge my value. I am everything I could have ever needed in my life.
And when I finally learned how to navigate through life without being dependent on anyone or needing anyone,they found my biological family.... Ha what a joke!. They will also probably think I am not good enough for them and abandon me just like they did years back
But it's okay ....... I don't think anything or anybody can break me or hurt me anymore. I have faced everything life has ever thrown in me with all the strength and resilience I had and survived all through it. I don't need anyone no more, I have baby for all the courage I could have ever needed in my life now.
I am not gonna tell my biological family about the pregnancy or anything I can't have them spitting their unwarranted opinions on my baby or my pregnancy. NO THANK YOU.. Jokes on me if I ever let anyone else hurt me anymore.
