The New Romantic's Poetry By Kaylyne Hayford (COMPLETED)

Long Ride

Little by Little, I began to fall apart, watching you Walk away was the most painful thing I ever endured....
It's a long ride home and all I thought about was the last thing you said to me...
You said goodbye....
In the long ride home, as soon as I went to my bedroom, I cried until I had no tears left to cry....
Long ride home felt like forever...
But here I am, standing in one place thinking about you and what you did to me...
It was cruel and your cold shoulder towards me in the hallway...
It just wasn't fair...
It wasn't fair that you gave up on me...I should have known that this would happen... I should've seen it coming...
All I know is that you shattered my reality and my fantasies turned completely dark...
I hope you dream of me sleeping in your T-shirt...
I hope never forget about me...
But I know everything went dark between us and there is nothing to go back to....
That long ride home without you was the most devastating thing I ever had to do...
My only memory of what we had replaying in my mind...
But I hope in my wildest dreams; I hope you dream of me and I hope you're missing me, hoping I'll change my mind and come back when I'm not coming back...
It was a long road and it was a long ride home...I cried the whole way home....
I couldn't see what you saw in me, but I don't know what I did to make you suddenly hate me so much...
I didn't do anything to you and you make me look like the bad guy....
During the long ride home, I realized you never loved me....
That's when I realized the truth...
You never cared about me...you only wanted one thing and I realized how much of a jerk you were...
You're a heartless person for what you did to me...
In the end, in the long ride home, I somehow knew you'd leave me anyway...
I may be heartbroken but it's temporary...
It'll get better over time...
Things will start to look up for me and I'll heal from what you did to me...
Even though I am healed, I miss you sometimes...
But this time I won't give you a second chance, I'll just keep on walking away until you get the hint that I've moved on with my life...
And you've disappeared from my life...
You'll never hurt me again...
Because on that long ride home, I was crying but I after the things you did to me, I healed from it all...
I've washed my hands of you and moved on...
You'll never get me back this time...
You're nothing but a coward for hurting me like you did...
You come to me and apologize, my dad Will show you how sorry you'll be...
Because I think you deserve it...
You deserve to have the pain and heartache you caused me....
What comes around goes around...
When you cheat on someone, it reflects back to you... you'd come back only to only be rejected by the person that you cheated on...
I knew you were with someone else behind my back...now you are in a new relationship and she's doing what you did to me...
That's karma...
During my long ride home, I realized I'm better off without you... because honestly, I deserved better...
Because I'm now with someone else, and you disappeared from my mind and heart now...
I washed my hands of you and moved on with my life...
You hurt me and you're too late to fix it...
Besides, it can't be fixed...you can't fix what's been broken...
But in every new relationship, a better person comes along, better than the person before them...
I'm finally healed and my heart is finally free to love again; to love someone else who loves me for who I am and for me...
That's what I thought on my long ride home... being better off without you...
I moved on a long time ago...
I've learned to forgive you, but not for you, but for myself...
It's over between us and it'll never happen again...
That's the thoughts I been thinking on my long ride home...
I'm happy and free....