Lavender Haze
Love, you stole my heart the day we met...
Did we realize that we're meant to be yet??..
Or did we let true love pass is by??...
In my lavender haze, I began to fall in love with you... until you walked away from me...
You didn't set me free... you let me fall apart...
Lavender Haze...
Yet, I don't know what I did wrong....
What did I do wrong to make you hate me so much??...
In my lavender haze, I realized that, in that haze, I never was able to comprehend the feelings you gave me, yet it became all just a nightmare that never fades...
In my lavender haze, I realized I wasn't good enough for you...
so I completely slipped away into the abyss... darkness takes over...
My lavender haze has gone dark now...
How did I let you slip away??...
How did I lose sight of the only person that matters most to me?....
And I was left in the dark of the haze... knowing that I'll never see you again...
I realized in my lavender haze, I was just wondering...
How can you say that you love someone, when you knew that we were sick?...
We're dying in our sadness and regrets...
Dying from guilt...
In my lavender haze, I realized you were never meant to be mine...
I realized that even in this lavender haze...it was time to let you go...
And so I did...
Now...
I can't find it in me to fight for you... because I know that you left a long time ago...
In this lavender haze...
We were meant to be apart...
And the pain I severed, from the silence... it is so unbearable... you're good at making me feel small...
Suddenly I realized that...you never loved me...
That's what hurts the most....
What hurts even more than that...
Is that you never would want me back...and how I feel about that??....
I feel so lost without you...
Now all I can do is cry every night before I go to sleep at night...
I realized I wasn't good enough for you and so....in the lavender haze that turned dark, I ran...
And when I ran it was the best thing I could ever have done...
Because I disappeared into the darkness of the abyss...
never to return to home... never to be found...
Never to be seen again...
I was gone....
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The New Romantic's Poetry By Kaylyne Hayford (COMPLETED)
PoetryThis book is about a love story between two people in love. And this also has sad poetry in it and a little bit of dark poetry too. (Book 1)
