Anidita's Secret Relationship

Why don't you know my heart - II

Anirudh was about to encircle his arms in bondita's shoulder. But her eyes were showing many feelings that he couldn't read. It seemed to Anirudh that Bondita had been waiting for him for a long time for this day to happen. When will he come and hold her in his arms? There were desires for him in her eyes; Bondita's eyes expressed her care, passion, love , betrayal, heartbroken and pain for him. But more than care and love, something else was screaming through her beautiful eyes, showing immense fire in which he would be burnt. She felt awkward realizing their situation, so bondita made an excuse as she was sleepy, yarned fakely and ran inside the house. He stood cluelessly and went to bed.

It's been two months. Since Anirudh and Bondita recall their lovely memories while in the swing. Bondita tried to speak minimally and avoid eye contact with him. Her daily routine was having breakfast with him having less talk; as soon as she completes her food, Candy (a friend of Bondita's) would come to pick her up for college as if she had some timetable to pick her at the same moment when Anirudh try to initiate conversation.

Anirudh started to feel frustrated to feel her ignoring nature, which hurts him deeply. In these two years, how much he used to miss her presence when she came to London without even meeting him once. Bondita's sudden absence in his life gave him heart-wrenching feelings for each minute of this 2 years of his life.

Slowly, in a few days, he was getting uneasy and annoyed with his daily routine life. Anirudh used to get frustrated easily with small or big things, shouting at everyone without reason. Missing Bondita so much in his life made another reason for Anirudh and Saudamini's breakup, as he doesn't spend enough time with her, even if he spends the time Anirudh used to be in his world, not giving any response to her talk, nor listen to her words, it was like Anirudh was he was alive not in a sense. When he understood after a few months that he was missing her, missing her care for him, the way she used to wait for him, how she used to feed him. Bondita's presence was enough for him to make his day and night as unique as hers. Some days, he used to visit her room and sit and talk with her photo frame, and on some nights, he used to sleep on an empty stomach as no one was there to ask about his day or feed him. Anirudh tried to contact Bondita by phone or sent a letter after a few days, but neither did she come on a call to talk with him nor did she reply to his letter. Soon, he thought she was grown up now, and she wouldn't be able to recognize him as she would be indulged in her life, studies, or starting her career. Anirudh tries to forget her but finds that he cannot as he realizes she is; she is and will be his "Jeene ki wajah." He used to go and sleep in her bedroom RC Haveli to feel her in him. Anirudh didn't allow anyone to clean or come inside her room, as he was the one who cleaned and made everything correctly; he spent most of the time in her room, whether it be preparing a case study, working on some case, or reading books. His family had watched all his activities, and he understood he had fallen in love with his little one. But this man will never recognize it or open up about his feelings. They kept quiet, just watching his every move when Anirudh broke up with Saudamini as she tried to lure him with her body, but Anirudh felt disgusted, feeling her touch on him, and in rage, she slept with one of his childhood friends. As soon as he broke up, he felt independence but couldn't feel complete as Bondita was not here.

When Anirudh landed in London in her home, he was so excited to meet her after a long time, he thought she would jump upon him as his old little one. He would hug her and never allow her to leave him, but to his surprise, she behaved strangely, not even talking properly or spending time with him. Instead, Bondita gave a crooked answer whenever Anirudh asked about her studies, food, college, friends, boyfriend, or dress. In every question, she was confounded with him or his presence. He was so angry looking at that boy who always made a way to come near her. He couldn't find out why his little one, his bondita, and his "jeene ki wajah" behaved oddly with him.