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By: Lunaluvlesserafim

Why am I born if I was just meant to die anyway? I just wanna kill my self, I was always meant to die since I was born, so why would I be in this world? I just wanna do suicide, I wanna grab a knife and stab myself again and again and again and again, but I just can't, because I still have a lot to do in this world, I'm suffering. But I don't wanna die, but no one understands, I just wanna kill myself, I just wanna die before I even lost another member of my family, do I really deserve this? Am I THAT bad? I just wanna die but u wanna live but I wanna kill myself so badly, every time I see a knife... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! Is what keeps repeating on my head, I am just so fucked up in the head, I just wanna die, what's wrong with me? My life isn't even as bad as people's but I'm so fucking weak I just feel like I don't care if I suffer when I kill myself, why am I always forgotten? Why does people always ignore me? And when they remember me they always act like I don't exist, do I not exist to you? What have I done to receive this kind of treatment? What did I do in the past life to make me suffer?
-Luna, Indonesia, 17:22

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