Swallow in a cage MTL

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☆ 102. Chapter 101
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Chapter 101

After meeting Meng He in the market, Su Yan did not go down the mountain for three months in a row. She occasionally learned some news from the palace from Zhenzhen Zhang. Other than that, she lived at ease in the mountain.

Maybe she was used to fine clothes and fine food in the palace, but she was not used to the sudden change from extravagance to frugality. Su Yan didn't have much money on hand, so she went to the foot of the mountain to buy silk cloth and learned how to make silk flowers when she was in Youzhou. Let Zhao Zhenren take it down the mountain and sell it.

Now that everyone thinks she is dead, there is no point in staying in Chang'an. They can simply wait until she has saved enough money to visit the Jiangnan area.

Life in Ciyun Temple was very peaceful. Su Yan got along well with several female crowns. Lord Wenyin even asked her if she intended to become a monk and practice Taoism. Su Yan was peeling beans. She was stunned for a moment when she heard this. She quickly shook her head and said, "I don't have the understanding to learn this."

Wen Yin never asked her about her past, but Su Yan's words and deeds could occasionally make people laugh. It was obvious that she was not the concubine of a wealthy businessman.

"You said that you have no worries, no father, no mother, and you don't even know where you are going. You are just like duckweed, wandering with the waves. Why don't you practice with us to feel at ease physically and mentally. Or maybe there is something in your heart that you can't let go of. Still feel unwilling?"

How can it be so easy to forget so many days and nights. Of course she couldn't let it go, at least not now.

Su Yan always felt that Wen Yin Yuanjun was a smart and attentive person, so he must have guessed that her background was not that simple, so she asked this question in a meaningful way.

She was silent for a moment, lowered her eyelashes, and did not immediately answer the other party's question. Instead, she said: "I have been thinking, is there really someone in the world who despises someone and yet has a deep love for her? It must be because he is not enough. Love her, or just ignore her at all..."

Wen Yin Yuanjun looked at Su Yan's troubled expression and said, "Of course there are some. Although it sounds a little weird, there are many."

She smiled and said frankly: "When I was young, I fell in love with a musician. He was quite handsome, but he was too stupid to realize it. He often showed off his cleverness in front of me, and he was very good at it. He was lovable, but he came from a humble background, could only treat others with sweet words, and was pitifully short-sighted. But I loved him so much that I had to have him. Even when he wanted to leave, I cried bitterly to keep him."

Su Yan listened. He was a little dazed and said in astonishment: "To love someone, shouldn't you think that he is good in everything?"

Wen Yin Yuanjun said: "That's because you have a good heart and you have met a good person. Not many people in the world can do that. The white jade is flawless, but you tolerated his faults..."

Su Yan listened to Wen Yin Yuanjun's words and gradually recalled Mo Huai's shortcomings in her mind, and she found many faults in a short time. For example, he was so delicate that he couldn't even light a fire or even wash clothes with soap locust. He always said that he had a bad appetite and couldn't eat, so he used the hard-earned food to feed the chickens...

It was obviously a long time ago. , but when she recalled this scene, as if the person was right in front of her, a fire suddenly arose in her heart.

She really lost her head!