NITYA💔

10.loving is so hard.......

Ye Dard Hai Deta Gehre
Ke Aasu Bhi Na Thahre
Dhadkan Pe Lag Jaaye Pehre
Chheene Dil Ki Ye Aazadiyan

Ishq Kare Barbadiyan
Ishq Kare Barbadiyaan

When samir explained what has happened nitya's all doubts got cleared and she was really very thankful for his help , and also she was also thankful to him for pretending to be her husband infront of her mother.

She was really grateful to him as when she needed her husband beside her in this kind of situation he wasn't present with her but this man who initially hated her was with her in her in this crucial moment of her life, and at same time she was feeling quite exhausted thinking about samyak, it was like loving him was becoming really tiring for her, she was not so strong to continue to love him after seeing his behaviour with her like her existence isn't important in his life as his existence is important in her life.

Really this one sided love was becoming very painful for her and her condition worsened after prisha's come back.

Now it was like all her feelings for samyak had began to fade away , she just wanted to get free from this tiring situation , now she only wanted to spend a peaceful life with her mother away from all this mess, but the problem was samyak's mom dad.

They had helped her in her hard times , so she can't leave them like this until they themselves tell her to go away. And she was aure that they weren't going to do something like that, they really loved her like their own daughter.

Nitya was sitting on one of the hospital and was thinking about all this things when samir came back with some of her mother's report from his doctor friend.

He placed a hand on nitya's shoulder and brought her out of her thoughts, nitya train of thought broke by this and she stood up and worriedly asked samir, "what does the report says samir, is my mother all right, there aren't any complications right??"

Samir pated her head gently and said," hey don't take to much stress, the report are normal, just we have to keep her stress free and she shouldn't get any shock, so i think we have to continue our drama of happily married couple infront of her."

Nitya was happy to hear that her mother's report were normal and she also agreed with Samir to continue to act infront of her mother, but she wasn't feeling right to pretend to be another husband's wife, when her husband was unaware if all this , so she decided that she will explain all this to samyak once she reaches home.

Nitya's pov

Samir offered to drop me home and i accepted his offer and both on us sat in his car and drove towards rathore villa .

But as soon as i step inside the house i heard heartbreaking words said by my husband for three years
" mom may be grandma is right we can't stop prisha from coming to our house she is also like our family and if she weren't involved in accident then she may have been my wife now"

My husband whom i gave whole three of my life without thinking about any other thing was saying that another woman would have been his wife, did he meant to say that i was just a substitute of prisha, that i occupied was originally her place.

I was finding it hard to breathe this was really funny like destiny played a joke on me, all three years of my life was feeling like a joke to me. tears were threatening to fall from my eyes but I controlled them and entered inside all were looking at me tensely thinking if i heard what samyak said now.

But I pretend that I didn't heard anything and smiled towards mom and dad, they also reciprocate my smile and mom asked, "nitya beta(child) where were you from the morning , the maids said that you went out with Samir in hurry is everything alright ??? "

I took a look towards my husband for name whom I had decided to tell everything but after hearing this from his mouth i changed my mind and replied to your mom ," no mom nothing to worry about, samir was just pranking me he just took me to eat chaat as i told him some days ago that i wanted have it from quiet some time but wasn't getting time to go to eat it , so he brought me there saying it's an emergency "

Hearing this she looked somewhat relieved but samyak's expression weren't right he was looking somewhat pissed about something but now i have decided to ignore all things related to him so i didn't mind it.

I said to mom that I wanted to go to my room and went towards my room without looking at anything.

I sat on the bed and samyak's words were resonating in my mind, my three years of sacrifice was just joke for him .

The tears which were stopped before now again began to flow from my eyes. I didn't knew before that loving someone can be so hard. So ... So.. so hard.

Ishq Wich Naa Hi Hi
Duya Lagdi Ae
Na Hi Dava Lagdi Ae
Ho Gaya Wo Dil Tinka Tinka
Jisnu Ishq Ki Hawa Lagdi Hai

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