Chapter One

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This is a rereleased version of a story I wrote a year ago. It's now about Jesse and Billie. She's brunette and neither one of them are famous, Enjoy!

Billie could tell something was on her boyfriends mind and she knew it wasn't good. He picked her up saying they needed to talk then took her to his favorite park to tell her the unfortunate news. "I'm sorry Billie but I think it's best if we break up" Jesse says not making eye contact with her. If he did he would cry and he couldn't let her see him cry. Billies world came crashing down. "W-What no Jesse please, we can make this work I-" the broken girl said stumbling on her words. "B I'm so sorry but it's for the best I'm in a bad place right now and you don't deserve to not have the best version of me. You're so beautiful and kind and deserve a man who can give you the world. I can't do that right now" he says finally making eye contact with her. Tears poured down her soft pale cheeks. Jesse broke her heart and he knew she would hate him but it was for the better. She ran into his arms wrapping him in a tight embrace. "I love you Jes" she says with a sad whisper. "I love you too B so so much, once I finally get my shit together I want us to be friends and if your still single I will try everything to make us work again. But for now we have to be over. Goodbye Billie O'Connell, I'll always love you" he says pulling away. She stood there completely heartbroken. "B-Bye Jesse I'll always love you too" she sniffles watching him walk away.

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                     3 years later

Billie wakes up tears instantly filling her eyes. She had another nightmare about her break up with Jesse. She really missed him even though she had a new man. Nothing could repair her heart. "What now Billie?" She heard her half asleep boyfriend ask. He always got annoyed when she'd wake up crying over something. He hated being woke up. She ignored him turning to face away from him. He didn't care and went right back to sleep. She couldn't though she was sad. She quietly got out of bed going into the living room with her phone. She went into her camera roll looking at pictures of her and Jes. He treated her so good and never even threatened to lay a hand on her. She was his precious angel. The pictures only made her cry more. She missed the feeling on being in his arms. She felt so safe and warm with him. When she had nightmares he was right there to tell her everything was ok and she was safe with him. Her most favorite thing of all was when he caressed her little nose until she fell asleep.

She wouldn't ask Matthew to do that though because he probably wouldn't. She liked Matthew but sometimes he could be the biggest asshole to her. He never comforted her. After a few minutes she got tired again. She kissed a picture of Jesse before laying down on the couch curling up with a blanket and going back to sleep.

Matthew woke up to his girlfriend not in bed with him. He hated when she would leave in the middle of the night. He immediately got up walking into the living room seeing her sound asleep. "Billie why didn't you sleep with me last night?" He says annoyed. The girl woke seeing him hover over her. "I-I had a rough night" she replies keeping her eyes closed. Matthew rolled his eyes. "You always have rough nights when will it ever stop?" He scoffs. Billie said nothing to him, she had no words for him. "It's about time you stop acting like such a child Billie. I don't think you understand how famous I am. And I won't be caught with a mentally destroyed girlfriend" he continued to growl at her. She knew the only reason he was with her was because of her body. He didn't care about anything else. They had sex constantly but Billie was never aroused enough for it to feel good. Matthew had never made her cum and probably never would. "Get up and put makeup on we're going out and I'll be damned if we have pictures taken by paparazzi and you look like that. Also cover your body up nobody deserves to see those tits but me" he says. Billie got up. She was so exhausted but she didn't want to disappoint Matthew. He gave her a good life with plenty of money and company.

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