~Bejewled~

~It's me~

I stayed up all night thinking about Cams visit. All the thinking I did last night led me to this, he was trying to get back together with me, but knowing Cam, he probably would have convinced me to apoligize first. I wasn't going to do that.

I love Cam, I don't think that's a secret, but I won't be manipulated into this being my fault.

I maybe slept two hours, or maybe one, I don't even know anymore. I have never been so exhausted in my life. The bags under my eyes are noticeable, and the thought of talking to people makes me want to cry. I want to skip. I cant skip.

Not only will my grandma be mad, but I have a test. So here I am, at my vanity, brushing my blonde hair into a low ponytail.

"Valerie! You have to leave in 5 minutes! Why aren't you dressed?" My grandma screams, way to loud. When did she even get in here.

"You need to start giving warnings when you walk in my room. Like do you just spawn here? Why can I never hear you coming in?"

My grandma puts her hand on her hips, ignoring my question. I sigh, "I'm done, I'm getting dressed now." I said, pushing my chair back and getting out of my chair.

She scoffs and struts her way out of my room. I grab my uniform off the hanger and quickly change into it. My grandma was right, I have no time.

"I'm coming!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs. My grandma has called me atleast five times and I was scared she would spawn in my room again. She quickly gave me my lunch and I ran out.

I opened the door to the car and my driver gave me a quick nod before quickly driving out the gate.

I didn't think the sleep deprivation was that bad until I got into school. All the people, the lights, the voices, I could fall asleep right here, right now.

I made my way to my locker and quickly opened it. I grabbed my books for first period, English. I was about to grab a few more things when I heard another thud to the locker on my left. Chris.

"Morning,Valley." Chris said. He started grabbing the same books as me, we have first, third, and sixth period together out of the seven periods of the day.

"Morning." I said flatly. He scoffed and looked down at me, "You good?"

I made a face at him, "I look bad?"

He shrugged, "Of course not, you sound bad."

I made a dissapointed face and closed my locker. I leaned on my locker and Chris raised a brow at me. I turned my head to him, "I didn't get a lot of sleep last night."

"Why?"

"Just, thinking."

He nodded, "Well, are you going to tell me about what?" He said, impatient.

"You know about what." I said, turning my head to one side in his direction.

He took a step forward and whispered in my ear, "Like I said, if you dated me, your life would be so much easier." He then walked away, and then looked back once, then laughed.

I didn't know why he laughed, until I realized my eyes were wide, mouth slightly open, and I'm standing creepily still.

My heart was beating out of my chest, why? Why? Why? Why did he make me feel like this? Why? Why?-