Chapter 5-Wwhy My Life Fuckin Sucks

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Evver since I wwas 4 years old, my father has abused me. He thought I didn't knoww wwhy he did so, but evventually I found out. Evverydait wwas the same routine. Wwake up, cook, clean, be his little wwhore at night, sleep and repeat. I put up wwith it for 9years of my life. Betwween my father and the hellhole call school, I'vve had a rough life. I remember the first time he...wwell I guess you could say 'touched' me.

"Daddy? Is there anythin else for me to do before I go to bed?"Eridan asked looking at him. 

"Come here, Eridan." He said. Eridan walked to Orpheus. "Sit on my lap, son." Eridan obeyed silently. Orpheus slid his hands all over his body, kissing his neck and face. Orpheus reeked of liquor but Eridan didn't fidget. Orpheus laid his son down, taking off their clothes one by one. Eridan cried silently. Every inch of his body was touched. This was about the time our poor Scottish lad blacked out. All he remembered was pain and crying. The lad woke up the next morning, resuming his necessary duties.

The only reason I stayed wwas to make him happy. I wwanted to knoww if it wwas possible for him to evven lovve me. The story I just told you wwas wwhen I wwas about 10. I ran awway 3 years after that and I'vvbeen livvin on my owwsince then. I livvethrough high school, surprisinly. Perhaps I should tell you about my birthday. Obvviously, they didn't knoww it wwasmy birthday...or perhaps they did. I shall nevver knoww.

     Eridan was turning 17 today...On Valentines Day. Yes, our precious Scottish lad was a cupid baby. He walked to school, for he didn't live too far away. The interior of the rather drab school was decorated with pinks and reds, mostly in the form of hearts and many frills and whatnot. The Aquarian went to his locker, exterior calm and cool while his insides were giddy as Sollux Captor approached him. 

"Hey, dork, greet your superiors." The Gemini ordered pinning him against the lockers. 

"Wwhat do you wwant, Sol?" He asked nonchalantly. 

"Honestly?" Sollux leaned into his ear. "I want to..." He pulled away and smirked. "Well, you'll never know dipshit." Eridan's heart raced as the love of his life walked away from him. His mind wondered what he would say. He tore away from his thoughts and goes to his first class. Towards the end of the day, grams were being passed out. He sighed and put his head down, knowing he would not receive one. 'Happy fuckin birthday to me...' He thought gloomily to himself. Then his name was called. He jumped and his head snapped up. He opened it and looked around. His eyes slowly glided to Sollux who sat with a smirk. His heart skipped a beat and sped up as he turned around and read it. At this time, he was too excited. Enough to ignore his conscience telling him this was a trick.

"Happy Valentiine'2 day.
Meet me behiind 2chool at the la2t bell.
-Your Admiirer♥" 


Finally the last bell of freedom rung. He was the first one out of the classroom and hung out behind the school waiting. He hoped it to be Sollux, but it was ok if it wasn't him. Maybe he'd make Sollux jealous if it wasn't. Oh, but the thought of it being him, that, that sent him over the edge. He swooned to himself as his mind drifted into a fantasy. He visioned Sollux fulfilling all of his wildest dreams. He accidentally conjured up Sollux's sweet honey scent (even though he was secretly standing right next to him) and imagined Sollux saying all the naughty things and sweet nothings into his ear. He shivered and squealed a little. Sollux let out a chuckle. Eridan jumped at the sound of the melodious laugh. He took a short amount of time to realize this was the real Sollux. "Wwhatis it noww, Sollux?" He said exasperated. 

"Oh nothing. Just came by to say hi." He said, cute lisp and all. Eridan was blushing from embarrassment. 

"Liar. Wwhy are you here?"Eridan asked. Sollux chuckled again, making our Scottish lad swoon internally.

"You're right. You caught me. So..." He bent down to his ear again, pinning him against the wall. "How'd you like the gram?" He whispered. Eridan gasped. 

"That wwas you?!" He asked, not believing it. Sollux nodded. He thought he was cute like this but wiped the thought from his mind. Sollux leaned closer, getting lost in those violet eyes. He was tempted to kiss the other but he was a natural tease. He stopped as their noses ghosted each other. Eridan let out a pitiful whimper, a signal for more. "Wwhat are you wwaitin for?" He asked hotly. Sollux smirked. 

"Just close your eyes." Eridan obeyed and Sollux stayed there and slowly pulled away, making sure Eridan still though he was there. He looked at the roof to see Gamzee recording the whole thing and Karkat at the ready to push trashcans of old rotten fish and garbage onto the unsuspecting lad. Sollux gave the signal and Karkat pushed them down. The trio laughed as Eridan became furious. He slapped Sollux and stormed off. He took off his clothes outside his house and threw them away, changing into the spare set he used for the gym. He walked inside and took a shower, crying the whole time. He laid in the bed, crying himself to sleep.

Remember, these are only 2examples a wwhy I hate my life. But that's enough a me rantin an all. Back to reality...for all a us.

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