~ born to die - lana del rey ~
I'm sorry to tell you this, mr. han, but your illness has become worse. we can try and keep treating you, but it won't make much of a difference. you have a year, at the most. im sorry, mr. han.
the sentence rang trough jisungs ears over and over again, as he was walking towards a familiar spot.
you have a year, at most.
he didn't wasn't to die.
he really didn't.
he wanted to live, he had dreams.
but there was no hope for him.
he was zoned out, still deep in thoughts, but he paid attention to his surroundings.
god knows how long will he be able to see this.
he sighed, a tear falling from his eye.
he wanted to sob.
he wanted to cry.
but he couldn't.
he just felt....numb.
it doesn't matter anyway, I will be gone soon.
what's the point of crying over it?
he soon arrived at a familiar place.
he sighed as he was walking up, and up,
and up..........until he reached the rooftop.
he opened the door and went outside.
he stood up on the edge of the building.
why did he even come here?
maybe....was it better to end it just now?
he looked at the life beneath him.
maybe if he did it now, the pain would be gone.
he wasn't in pain.
the thought of not living was paining him.
he sighed and closed his eyes.
"if you want to jump, try it from the building over there. it's higher."
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born to die
Fanfictionwhere a boy han jisung discovers that he will die in a year, so he decides to jump from a rooftop. but when he arrived at the rooftop, he wasn't there alone [COMPLETED]
