born to die

forever together.

the days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. time was passing by quicker then the two boys wanted it. 

jisung was weaker and weaker each day, he felt that his time was slowly, but quickly at the same time running out.

it was may.
the month jisung was destined to die.

he was laying on top of minho, thinking.
"minho?" jisung quietly said, lifting his head to face his boyfriends eyes.

"yes, sweetheart?" minho looked at his eyes.

"it's time." jisung said, and minho felt his heart broke.

he knew that he will loose his love, he was preparing himself mentally the entire seven months, but it wasn't enough.
hearing his boyfriend say that he will die soon pained him more then he ever thought it would.

he pulled jisung close, hugging him with all his force.
"let me take you somewhere, okay?"

jisung smiled and nodded his head.

they slowly got up and got ready.
minho always thought about a place that he wants to show jisung.
he remembered a beautiful filed which had a beautiful view of the sunset.

minho carried jisung on his back. jisung wasn't strong enough to walk that far, and minho wanted to to stay connected with him as much as he could.
he will never feel the warmth again.

jisung in the meantime looked around himself, trying to remember all of the little details of this world. he was scared, he really was. but he was with Minho, and that was all that mattered.

they arrived at the field, and minho placed jisung on the blanket he brought.

"where are we?" jisung asked.

"this is my favorite spot. it's pretty, isn't it?"
minho asked and jisung looked around.

it was truly really beautiful.

"yeah, it is."

minho smiled.
"come here." minho said and helped jisung get up.

he was supporting him as they walked, the early night breeze hitting their faces.

"sungie?" minho looked at jisung, and he looked at him with his tired, yet beautiful eyes.

"yes?"

minho bend down and he plucked a flower he saw.
it was a daisy.
he then kneeled down on one knee.

"will you marry me?"

jisung had tears in his eyes, as he covered his mouth, tears streaming down his face.
"yes! yes of course I will!"

minho smiled and put the flower behind jisungs ear.
he admired the beautiful boy in front of him, before placing a gentle kiss on top of the boys lips.
nothing else mattered, only them.

they were sitting on the blanket, watching the beautiful sunset. jisung was snuggled up to minho, and minhos head was on top of the boys head.

"the stars are beautiful."

"yeah, they truly are."

"when I die, I will also become one, and I will always look after you."

minho hugged the boy with all his force, scared that if he let go, he will never see him again.
he will never hear his laugh, he will never listen to his beautiful voice, he will never taste the beautiful lips....
he wasn't ready to let him go.

minho put his hand under jisungs chin, lifting his head up, so that he could see his face. jisung looked at him with nothing but admiration in his eyes.
minho will forever be in love with this look.
the daisy behind jisungs ear made him even more beautiful, he looked like an angel, like was soon going become one.

"minho?"

"mhm?"

"I love you."

Minho felt a tear falling from his eye, but he stayed strong for jisung.
"I love you too."

Minho placed a kiss on his forehead and held him close, as jisung snuggled up to him again.

jisung was looking at the sunset, feeling like the life was slowly sucked out of him.
he was dying, but he wasn't afraid.
Minho was by his side.

he felt how his eyelids were slowly closing.
he was smiling, the warm feeling of his boyfriend was the last thing he felt.

minho felt how jisungs body fell numb in his arms.
he didn't feel the warmth anymore.
he pulled him closer, letting the tears fall from his eyes.

"I love you han jisung, so much. Thank you for saving me."