how does it feel like?

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"how does it feel like?" han asked.

they were now sitting on a bench in the park next to Minhos house, eating take out.

"what?" Minho asked, confused.

"how does it feel like to want to die."

Minho looked at him and sighed.
"it's like...you're in a void, not seeing a way out.
the things you love don't make you happy anymore, and you just feel forced to live trough another day.
it's like you just want to cry yourself to sleep and never wake up."

jisung looked at him, feeling bad for him.

"is this....how you feel?" jisung asked

Minho didn't say anything and continued eating his food.

"if I could, I would swap our places, jisung."
he simply said, which gave jisung his answer.

they sat there in a silence, eating their food.

"I will make this year the best year of your life, my dear boyfriend."

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