born to die

shopping

"so, I was thinking..." jisung started when they were eating their dinner.

"hm?" Minho looked at him, with mouth full of food.

"...I literally have nothing here. I for real don't own any clothes and I'm living here for month already.
could we...maybe go shopping and buy some things? you don't have to pay of course, I have some money left from the money I saved for my treatment, and since I'm not gonna spend it on that, I think I should by some stuff."

"but I like you wearing my clothes." Minho said, teasingly.

"minhooo~" jisung whined, trying to hide his blush.

they were living with each other for a month already, and they got so much closer and comfortable with each other. they teased each other a lot, they acted like a married couple.

"okay, sure, let's go tomorrow, shall we? It's late today, and it's Saturday anyway, so I can spend the whole day with you." Minho said and jisung happily nodded.

jisung found out when he moved to minhos house that Minho is actually a professional dance teacher, which jisung found so cool. he admired that about him. they finished the dinner and Minho cleaned the dishes, since he didn't want jisung to do it.

"go rest, if you need anything, just come to my room, okay? we're going shopping right after you wake up."

Jisung chuckled.
"yeah, good night hyung!"

"good night!"

when Minho said that they will go shopping as soon as jisung wakes up, he meant it. literally the second after he wake up, Minho stormed into his room, took his blanket away from him and threw some clothes at the bed.

"we're going shopping!" Minho excitedly yelled.

jisung whined, but eventually got up, since he was also pretty excited to go shopping, and before he knew it, he was already inside the mall, going trough clothing stores and some random stores he saw.

"jagi, I will pick you an outfit, and you will try it, okay?" Minho said and excitedly ran to a shirt section.

Jisung couldn't help but smile.

he followed Minho, who was already going trough the shirts, until he found the perfect one.
when he found the perfect shirt, he went to look for some pants.
It didn't take him a long time, and he picked a lot of clothes.

jisung couldn't help but smile.
he was the one who suggested this idea, but it looked like Minho was enjoying more then he was.
which was kind of cute.

"okay sungs, go and try these on, I'm sure you will look good as always." Minho said and jisung let out a chuckle.

he listened his so called boyfriend and went to the cabin. he tried a oversized shirt Minho picked for him, with some black, ripped jeans.
it really suited his style.

"okay min, this is the first outfit."
he said and opened the curtain.

Minho smirked when he saw how good his so called boyfriend looked in it.
he knew that it would look good on him.

"I definitely approve. you gotta take this. at least the jeans, they fit you perfectly." Minho said and jisung nodded, agreeing.

"you picked a LOT of clothes for me, so we will see at the end." jisung smiled and Minho smiled back.

jisung went back inside and tried all the things that Minho picked for him, creating new outfits and getting compliments from his so called boyfriend.

maybe an half an hour went by, and there was only last thing that he didn't try on.

this one really pretty top that showed his stomach.

on someone with jisungs figure, it would look amazing, but jisung hated it.
not because he didn't like the design, he actually loved it, but he had a really ugly scars on his stomach from his surgeries, which he was really insecure about.

he sighed and decided to suck it up and just try it.
when he put it on, he was looking inside the mirror, his eyes fixated on his reflection. the scars were really showing off.

he let out a sigh.
here goes nothing.

he opened the curtain and Minho looked up from his phone, scanning his so called boyfriend from head to toe, which made jisung even more anxious.

"uhm, this is the last outfit." jisung said

Minho wasn't dumb.
he saw the scars, and somehow connected it with his illness.
he also noticed he looked really tensed up, which just made him think that he was really insecure about his scars.

"you look...absolutely beautiful. this top is a must, you're getting it. aghh, everyone who will see you in this will definitely want to steal you away from me. that's how beautiful you look in it."
Minho said, with nothing but admiration and honesty in his eyes.

jisung felt like crying.
but he remained strong.

"thank you." jisung said to Minho and went inside the cabin, where he let the tears fall down.

Jisung chose like half of the stuff Minho picked for him, and when they paid, they decided to go to store where you can buy absolutely anything, and they bought a really pretty and cool matching sunglasses.
they also bought boba tea on the way back, so they were walking trough the mall with sunglasses on, while walking with bags full of clothes in one hand and a boba tea in the second one.
they looked like bad bitchies, and they enjoyed it.

"don't we look so cool right now?" Minho whispered to jisung

"right? even Barbie is scared of us. imagine if we had heels on....OH MY GOD HYUNG LETS GO BUT SOME CHEEP HEELS!" jisung started jumping from excitement.

"isn't that...too much?" Minho looked at jisung

"but Minho, we live only once, fuck what other people think about us. pleaseee~"

Minho sighed.
how could he say no to him?
maybe he won't have any different opportunity to do this.

"you know what? fuck it, let's do it."
Minho said and Jisung excitedly ran to the shoe store, Minho following him.

the girls who worked there looked really confused when they helped the two boys picked their heals, and when they paid for them, they walked in the mall, falling or stumbling every few seconds.

Minho had to admit, he didn't have this much fun in years.

they finally arrived home and both of them threw the bags with clothes on the ground, jumping on the couch.

"that was one exhausting day."
Minho said and chuckled.

jisung laughed.
"yeah."

"are you feeling okay?"
Minho asked him, seriously.

"yeah, totally. nothing is hurting."
jisung smiled and Minho smiled back.

"let's just fall asleep like this, on the couch."
Minho suggested, not really feeling like getting up.

"I totally agree." Jisung chuckled.

soon enough, the two boys fell asleep next to each other.