𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧) , 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭
i had currently been dealing with a lot on my plate. i mentally couldn't catch a break. this had been taking a toll on my mental health over the last two weeks.
while being stressed that came with neglecting self care. i kept forgetting to take care of myself, like my skin.
i had struggled with acne all throughout high school. it wasn't overly bad but it was noticeable. my best friend, matt, had struggled with acne in high school aswell.
it finally went away after i got persuaded to get on accutane. although, the percent rate of acne coming back after accutane wasn't small.
i started dating chris in high school while having acne. my self confidence was to the floor. chris never made comments about it, which i was thankful for.
during this week when it started coming back, chris had noticed. he didn't say anything bad or hurt my feelings but he was concerned i was neglecting myself, and my needs.
after a long day at work, i went to chris' room. i dropped my bag near his full length mirror. i looked up, not surprised from my skin was getting worse.
chris noticed me on his bed, confused. he sneaked up off of his bed and went behind me. i immediately felt his hands pawing at my waist, giving me a hug from behind.
"whatcha thinking bout, pretty girl?" he whispered in my ear, drawing circles on my exposed waist.
i sighed, "my skin,"
"is it getting bad again?" he asked, making eye contact with me through the mirror.
i roll my eyes, "what do you think?" i spoke giving him a smart ass answer.
"do you wanna know what i think?" chris looked at me again.
"hm," i mumbled.
"i think you look beautiful, whether or not you're breaking out," he spoke, engulfing his face in my neck.
"thanks," i say bluntly.
there was a pause before he spoke, "girls with acne have active hormones, and y'know what that means?" chris chuckles, trailing off.
i giggle, pushing him off of me, "oh my god,"
"what! it's true! you want me to lie?" chris giggled, giving my waist a light squeeze.
soon the laughter died down, letting silence fill the room for a slight second.
"alright c'mere, you've been gone for too long," chris spoke, grabbing me and pulling me on the bed with him.
we faced each other, admiring each other.
"no matter what your skin looks like i'll still always love you, y/n." chris gave me a slight peck on the lips.
he continued to trail off, "i love my girl just the way she is,"
i covered my face, flustered. it's crazy to think that i've been with chris for years, yet he never fails to make me flustered.
one hug from chris can change everything. even one look from him can change a lot. i was so grateful to have him in my life, yet he still didn't realize it.
a/n
for all my acne girlies !!
this one is kinda boring but i liked the idea of it
sorry i've been so inactive (school is hell)
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- lily 💋
