whispered echoes of self-doubt

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i'm sorry for all the trouble i cause
i won't sit around waiting
cause i'm just stupid for thinking
you'll come back and chat

but i guess not
i guess i was too happy
but if i'm too dry
won't you leave the sand

if i'm too happy
won't you leave the sunset and the flowers
you'll stop coming around
it's not the fact of how i am

you just don't care to talk
you shove all my feelings
into a dumpster and walk away
i'm sorry you can't handle me

but if i'm too silent
won't you stop looking at the night sky
won't you leave the cave
won't you stop going outside for the snow

if i'm too loud
won't you cover your ears
with a pillow when it thunders
you hate all these things

but since you hate all that i do
you must hate everything too
because when you talk to me
i embrace a feeling

that might just make you glow
and if you don't like to glow
you hate the light
you hate love

i'm tired of these whispering echoes
makin me doubt like i'm stupid shit
when the real stupid shit is you
because if you truly hate all that i do
you must hate everything too

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 10, 2023 ⏰

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