Moon girl

Wake up

I don't feel real. I Don't feel myself anymore, i don't remember my days anymore its as if my mind isn't my own. I stare at my plate looking at the i feel to sick to eat, the constant ringing in my ears is going to drive me crazy i don't even Draco calling my name "Stella!" He clicks his fingers in my face "huh?" I look at my cousin with empty eyes "i was asking if you where coming to Quidditch today?" 'Oh right that's today' "I'ld love to but i feel sick I'll come next time, win for me" i say walking out of the great hall diary in hand.

"enemies of the heir beware, enemies of the heir beware, enemies of the heir beware" i repeat it over and over again, my mind goes blank...its night? My arm, it hurts, i look down at it to see blood my blood.

I see the dairy..the dairy this is all the dairy's fault and toms "i cant do with anymore" i ran to the the bathroom, i throw it in the toilet why are all the taps on? "GET OUT OF MY HEAD" i start crying i want to wake up, i feel forever asleep dead almost.

The next morning I'm sat next to harry eating a pork sausage happily "your in a good mood" harry says "how can i not oh and how's your arm, im sorry i wasn't there yesterday" "it's been better, i have bones again so that's good" i grab Harry's arm and start to squeeze it "yup they there" he looks at me confused "sometimes i wonder why we're friends".

I was siting in the common room, it was Halloween night and I decided to spent it studying, loud crowds and bright lights make me feel uneasy.
I look down at my hands, they we still a bit red from last night, "enemies of the heir beware" I mumble this. The common room door opens and a bunch of griffindors coke walking in 'oh the dinners over'.

"Hey Harry how was it" he glares at me "huh? What no it was fine hey can I talk to you?" Everyone went straight to bed, the muggle-borns seemed a bit on edge then everyone else, "mhm" i nod my head "there was blood on the walls in the hallway, and mrs Norris was petrified" there was lump in my throat and a pit in my stomach "what did the blood say" harry opens his mouth to speak but then looks at me with confusion "i never said- how did you know the was writing?" 'Shit' "i heard someone say something about writing so i just assumed" my heart my pounding in my chest.
"It said 'enemies of the heir beware' what does mean?" I look down at my hands which where fiddling with my fingers "haven't the slightest clue".

HIIII yes im back, i know its been a really long time since I last updated this story but i have my reasons, I've been working on a new story called ink covered hands and I've been feeling really unmotivated with this story, this is one of those story's that's has to start in 1st year, but i really wish i started it in 3ed year, story would be the same then, anyways thank you for reading and stay tuned because i do want to finish this story, bye i love you <3