THE ART OF LETTING GO
HANUEL POV
"darling are you really that sure on studying in amerika? Would it be much better if youll gonna be staying with umma and appa" father asked me doubtful about my decision
"ne appa dont worry ill be completely fine,. arent you aware that your daugther can do everything ?" i bragged while mimicking a hero like character
he chucked " araso araso definetely you are my daughter"
i nodded
i love you umma and appa so much I mumbled to myself as I hugged them
"okay lets get you moving you might miss your flight" dad remindmed me
i smiled as i put my lugagges in the compartment i heaved a deep sigh
call me weak or klutz but this is the only plan that I have just to forget and runaway from the pain that im feeling right now plus the fact that im being one of the talk of the town because of what happened in school
dang it i never knew it will be this hard i felt a drop upon my cheecks oh great im crying over that jerk again i wiped it out with the back fo my hands and then went in the car
just a little more time ill get over this pain, just a little more time ill be able to put my feelings in the grave but with just little more time ill miss my bestfriend maybe this is really the pain if you will just do things without planning what will gonna happened, I missed that thought. tears started welling up in my eyes again i heard my mom sighed as she stared at me with a worried look
"honey are you really ok with this?"
"umma i need to get over this on my own if I wont be able to forget it, it will hunt me down and it wont be easy for me and just like what i said a while ago ill be fine im just going to miss appa and umma so much" i sniffed
father patted my head as they both me a warning and reassuring smile
soon then we went off to the airport
==airport==
well im expecting my bestfriend to come though i know its impossible cause they will never know about coward decision that I have made. I just decided to leave korea because of what happened everything is still fresh in my memory and so as to all the people who witness my action, I decided to leave as well so that I wont be able to see onew's face again I cant stand seeing all judgmental eyes staring at me as if I commited an hineous crime for goodness sake I just let my feelings out I do belive theres nothing wrong with it but to them everything is wrong. I wont be able to stand as well hearing all the stuffs that they will be whispering when im around it will be a living hell if that happeneds and before it happeneds I better leave and just let time do the healing.
departure time is already coming and i am still hoping to see my bestfriend before i leave soon then came the time that the representative is announcing my flght and that all passengers should be aboard the plane and i am ready for it i bid goodbye to my parents as i let out my tears in my eyes and i promise to my self that this will be the last time ill ever cry again ill never want to feel the pain again.
"ha seon" i halted my tracts when i heard a familiar voice called my name turn around only seeing my bestfriend panting hard while giving me death glares i gave the same thign to my parents
"i just thought you need to see them before you leave" mom reasoned out
" but umma didnt i tell you that i dont want anyone to know about me leaving" i whined
"but it isnt the same as what it is written on your face"
"ha seonl i hated you for your life how could you leave us like this?" key suddenly yelled out of nowhere
he looked so mad the bubble and cute key had disappeared dispite of his anger i could see him in pain
"ha seon" taeminnie with a shaky voice said, i noticed his eyes are welled up i can see on his face clearly that he was hurt same thing as what jonghyun and minho they were truly in pain of what i did "ha seon Gajimayo (dont leave)" that voice that is the voice of the guy i never want to see again lee jinki i closed my eyes as i turned back to them "mian haeyo (im sorry) i have to go but dont worry ill come back soon ill call you if i can goodbye" I uttered as I walk straght ahead not looking back cause I know if I look back again there is a great chances that I will regret what my decision 'ha seon ah fighting its for the good' I mumbled to myself as tears slowly dropping down from my eyes
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FanfictionDISCLAIMER this is my first time writing a kpop fanfic ive been a fan for a long time and it took me great effort to actually put in words how I discribe them to be. There is a little different in terms of the characteristic of the persons involved...
