Wish I Didn't Know 🖤

Chapter 1- For Us

Never in his life had he thought that he would be feeling so helpless.

He had been in so many horrible situations. Some worse than the others.

But this?

This was different.

Not because it was the worst case ever. But because it was suddenly personal. It mattered a great deal if they succeeded or failed.

Because the consequences were not something he could even think of living with.

His family.

He lost track of time as the river of hopelessness continued to trickle down his exhausted face. He wasn't sure if it was night or day. All he knew was that a large pair of arms was picking him up from his position.

He saw a flock of charcoal hair through his teary eyes. His vision was blurred and hazy, and yet, he could never not recognize the deep obsidian oceans.

He let himself fall into the warm embrace and chuckled through his dry tears. The beautiful irises were the only things keeping him sane at this moment.

A wet cloth was brought to the Cherry cheeks, to wipe away the salty waters that were ruining the taste. Gentle caresses on his cheeks and waist brought him back from the hazy state.

"Gwaenchana?"

An absent-minded hum left his sore throat. He could not tare away his eyes from the only beads keeping him alive. He was laying limp in the firm yet gentle hold of his lover.

"Jimin's here."

"...W-what?"

A warm smile stretched over the pierced lips. "Your soulmate is downstairs, Cherrycheeks. He wants to see you. Come."

Taehyung jumped from the other's arms as if they burned him. With the sudden adrenaline surging through his bloodstream, he stormed into the lobby. His heart was beating in his ears. He could feel every pulse in his neck, and his legs had minds of their own. He sprinted down the stairs as if his life depends on it, and in the current situation- it did.

As soon as he stepped on the marble floor, the surface cold to his bare feet, his eyes searching for a certain blond. The lobby was void of any mortal soul. The abandoned walls screeching for any human contact. The dark and cold room deserted by the men he wished to see.

Suddenly, he heard screams emitting from the conference. He dashed in that direction. He stumbled at the door and clutched the nob to stabilize himself only to be met by the most horrible sight.

The worst bit was...

_He had seen this multiple times before._

All seven men were in the conference room. Their leader was kneeling in front them, sobbing loudly.
"I'm sorry-- so sorry. I-- I did not have a choice. I'm-- I'm sorry."

Taehyung knew now why he felt another presence in those dreams. Why he thought that there was someone else other than the team. Because there stood the stranger that had barged into their mansion not too long ago.

All of them were shocked to the point where it didn't even feel new. They were so used to that feeling that any more encounters with that ache in the heart was funny to them. They were standing there, stoic. Void of any emotions.

Taehyung snapped back to reality. His eyes darted to the mop of golden hair tucked under Yoongi's arm as the older caressed his back.

The next thing he knew was that he was being embraced. Light sniffles echoing in his ears and a loud heart beating against his chest. He was quick to wrap his hands around the trembling body of the smaller.

The reunion was cut short as Jin finally lost it.

"Please care to explain. One moment, our mission is compromised, the second moment our member is kidnapped and for all we know now is that he is completely fine and has no memory of the encounter that occurred only minutes ago! The worst of all, _HE_ knows about all of this!!" The eldest pointed a harsh finger at the youngest, who had his head held down.

Bang Chan did not dare look up at the others. Their anger and frustration was completely understandable. They were not at fault here. No one was at fault.

Their enemy was just too powerful.

They were being controlled by the cruel critter even when they were so far away. It is quite obvious that they were scared of what's to come.

Their leader continued to sob. He had lost his mind. His life. His love.

Not receiving a response whatsoever, Taehyung raised his voice and asked the newcomer. "How the fuck is he here?" The jutted his chin at the blond, who was still shaking in his arms.

Bang Chan finally raised his head to make eye contact with the field agent. He was taken aback at the question suddenly directed towards him. But, he soon regretted his action and slowly looked down again. He took a deep, shaky breath and shook his head, still avoiding the eyes boring holes in his head.

"I am not the right person to say. I'm sorry."

Taehyung let out a bitter chuckle and shook his head. "Why the fuck am I not surprised?" He continued laughing like a mad man. His chest rumbling with hidden roars that begged for release.

The eldest stumbled back as he grabbed his hair. The harsh tug not helping at all. He pulled away and covered his ears, trying to swallow all the sobs that reached his throat.
Quiet.

The whispers were getting louder and louder.
Kill kill kill.
Stop stop stop.
Tell tell tell.
Sorry sorry sorry.
No no no.
Answer answer answer.
Us us us.
Dead dead dead.

He shut his eyes tighter. His nails  clawing at his ears. One rough tug, and he would be holding his own ears in his palms. The strained neck was being painted crimson, along with his reddened jaw. The liquid stains him palms and ears.

Kill kill kill. Stop stop stop.Tell tell tell. Sorry sorry sorry. No no no. Answer answer answer. Us us us. Dead dead dead.

QUIET!!

He was unaware of his surroundings. All the whispers so loud, his head began spinning. His eyes were quick to roll back, and his limbs gave in. He didn't feel the floor as he continued to throttle around, not even having enough control to try and stop his limbs from going on a overdrive.

KillTellSorryNoAnswerUsDeadKillTellSorryNoAnswerUsDeadKillTellSorryNoAnswerUsDeadKillTellSorryNoAnswerUsDead

Suddenly, all of them died down. Faded away. But he heard a sound, so small, he could have missed it. The voice so familiar he could never forget. The sentence so terrifying he could die and still remember it in his afterlife.

It's one of Us.
All For Us.

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