In Repair. (Andy Biersack bvb fanfiction)

Prolouge

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I should have known from the minute I saw him that he wasn't good for me. So many times I should have left him. So many times I shouldn't have given him second chances. But now I'm here gand there's no escaping this dense web that I have made, I was supposed to call love. All of my goals, my importances, my dreams, have been thrown away for him. And now he's gone and I don't think he's coming back. A part of me doesn't want him back for all he's done to me but deep inside I need him like a drug.

I sigh and slide down the wall that I was leaning against, trying hard not to let the tears fall. 'You're supposed to be strong' he used to tell me kindly and wipe the tears from under my eyes then hold until I had myself under control. But he's not here anymore and I can't change that. So what's the point of being strong? To be honest I wonder if anyone gives a shit what I think. But to me it means all the world and I don't want to let go. I need to have him near me. I need him back.