wonderwall [narry bxb]

chapter two

~niall's point of view~

i set the last cardboard box down onto the tile flooring in the kitchen.

"mum! im done" i shouted throughout the house.

"ok. why dont you look around. you are new and all. maybe you can make some friends" she peeped cheerfully.

"yeah, who would want to be friends with a gay boy" i muttered under my breath.

"pardon" she asked.

"uh. n-nothing" i hesitated, and strided out the front door of our new house.

a cool breeze hit my face as i walked down the sidewalk, lightly humming a song that had been stuck in my head for pretty much the whole ride to chesire, holmes chapel.

i stopped walking when i stood about 50 yards away from a cliff.

i squinted my eyes, making out a curly headed boy at the edge.

what was he doing! i ran as fast as my feet could take me to the edge, and forcfully yanked the boys arm, so he feet were now back on the ground, and not in mid air.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING"  i shouted at the unknown boy. his green eyes full of tears, and pain.

"you should've let me fall" he mummered, and pushed past me, leaving me thier in a daze, and confused.

"wait" i sated, and he stopped in his tracks, turning to face me.

"what" he snapped, his green eyes turning darker.

"i..uhh. was w-wondering if you wanted to uhh. go get some coffee with me? ya know as friends" i stuttered., disapointed with what i had said.why would he want to get coffee with me? why would anyone want to get coffee with me. urrg.

 he gave me an odd look.

"never mind" i mumbled, feeling sad.

"uhh. yeah" he said, a light smiling tracing his beautiful lips. what? beautiful you dont like him niall!

i ran to cath up with him, and we walked to starbucks in a peacfull silence.

when we got in, the aroma of coffe hit my nostrils, making my mouth water.

"hi, ill have a frappachino" i peeped cheerfully to the cashier. she was aabout 18, long brown hair tightly out up in a pony tail, and piercing blue eyes. if i wasnt gay, id be very attracted to her, but i am,.

"what do you want...." i was going to say his name, but i had never picked it up .

"harry" he finished for me, smiling.

"ill have a frappachino aswell" he spoke, reaching tp grab his wallet.

"that'll be 6.25 " she said happily, a smile spread across her lips.

herry slipped a ten dollar bill onto the table, making my stomach pang with guilt.

i pulled the bill of the counter, and handed it back to harry..

"im paying" i inforced, and gave the cashier a ten.

his cheeks flared up a tad, and he nodded, looking at his shoes.

we headed to a table in the back of the store, and sipped our coffees.

"im niall" i said, my accent flowing out nicley.

"your not from here, are you?" he asked. i shook my head.

an awkward silence began to float around us until i spoke up.

""so uhh. why were you going to jump?" i asked, trying not to sound rude. he sighed, and hid his face in his lushious curls.

"i could'nt take it anymore" he said, barley above a whisper, hiis eyes    holding so many emotions.

"oh" was all i could get out of me without crying right there.

"i know how it feels" i replied, looking up to meet his gaze.

"no you dont" he said firmly.

"how could you?/" he added, his face hardning.

"ive tried it befor" i replied, my mind fluttering back to the memories of.

~flashback~

"thats it, ive had enough of this shit. they obviuosly dont want me alive anymore" i muttered to myself as i paced in my small room.

i hastily snapped my laptop open, and logged into facebook.

loads of hate written on my home page  by many different people made me want to do this more than ever.

i typed my last status.

"i dont really know what to say, but i guess....goodbye shall do. goodbye world. you've broke me"

i logged out of facebook, and went into the bathroom, digging through the cabinets, looking for the certian vile of pills.

"aha" i mummered to my self, a grin on my lips. was it wrong for me to be happy to be ending it all? should i be happy? i counted twenty-four, and swolled three at a time until thier was none left. i felt myself falling.

"finally away from the pain" i whispered to myself, and fell to the floor. my eyes closed, but i was still aware of everything, but it was slowly fadeing to blackness. just as i was about to go under, i heard the cries of my mother shouting for me, but i couldent reply, because the blackness swollowed my consiounes.

~end of flash back~

 i pulled up my arms, and pulling down the long sleeves, revealing my scared wrists.

"i-im sor-" he started, but i held up my hand, signalling for him to stop.

"its ok." i said.  

"im here for you" i said smiling.

~harry's point of view~

i felt so..real when i was with niall, even through ive only known him for about an hour.

he knows how it feels.

but my stomach lurched with sadness. he wont want to be friends after he finds out im gay. well might as well get it over with.

"you know..im gay..soo" i trailed out the word.

"your point" he chuckled. i looked up to meet his gaze.

"why arn't you gonna leave.?" i asked, confusion fluttering though my mind.

he looked taken back.

"uhh, why would i?" he asked.

i gave him an odd look befor i spoke.

"im gay. arnt you gonna mhate me too?" i explianed.

"well, if i made fun of you, then id be making fun of myself" he said, a light chuckle in his voice.

"wait. you mean your.."

"gay?" he finished for me, a grin on his lips. 

i nodded, and felt my lips tugging into a smile.,

we walked around town for abit after we finished our coffee, and for once..i felt happy, and my smile was real.

at the end of the day, ive relized somthing.

im falling for the little irish boy who saved my life