All Used Up

A Year Later

I'm back in town after a whole year,  a year away from that school, a year away from him. My boss and I had to spend twelve months in Hawaii for god knows what, he said it was for more profit but I knew he just wanted me to himself for a year. When I left, Jason confessed his love for me and to make things worse my boss showed up in the middle of it and took me on a trip out of nowhere. But I'm back and ready to see him, he'll probably have graduated high school already but I think I might remember where he lives. I have to hurry and find him before tonight because my boss expects me to be at my "welcome back" performance. After driving around I finally found his house and after sitting in the car for at least three minutes, straightening myself up and preparing for a long overdue conversation. I knocked on the door, I waited, I knocked, and when someone answered I felt my heart drop.

"Hello, what do you need, if it's an advertisement we're not interested." A girl who seemed nineteen or so answered the door and I immediately felt scared.

"Hello, is Jason home?" I ask trying to see him.

"Yes, he's here, Baby there is someone at the door!" she yells for Jason and that's when I knew that he had moved on, he decided that he was done with me, over that whole year he didn't want me anymore. I wanted to run but I just needed to see him again so I stood there and waited.

"Hey, what is it- uhm baby could you go inside real quick." He came to the door expecting someone else like a mailman or a spokesman or something.

"Charlie, your back," he spoke to me almost disappointed.

"Yes, I'm just here to say hello and you know congrats on graduating," I spoke to him, sounding as if I was trembling. "But I can see your busy so I'll leave you two alone."

"No, Charlie, wait-" I stop him and just walk away. Of course, he moved on, he would never want to be with someone like me. I'm actually done, it's time I get rid of him, I am going to shut him out and focus on me. He'll see when I'm running the world he'll wish he was with me. It was time for my "welcome back" performance, I am going to use this as an opportunity to expand my image over the city and become more powerful than I ever was. I arrived and everyone stared at me as I catwalk up the stage stairs, my boss was staring at me while I climbed up the pole, I took off my coat and pointed to the crowd. I noticed a camera and started to put on my sexy A game, the camera was following me as I danced, I grinned mischievously as everyone looked at me. I blow a kiss to the crowd as they all scream for me.

"Keep your eyes on me~" I whisper to the audience and they do as I say. "I am the master and you all belong to me, feel the rush through your veins as you play my game." The crowd stared listening without speaking, I was only speaking for the camera and when I sang, it was as if the camera itself was lusting for me. My boss clapped for me, he showed me a sign of him being truly impressed, I felt as if I tricked him as if he fell for the facade that I created tonight. The next day, I saw that my performance was streamed on TV, I was now on TV, I still wonder why it was allowed to be streamed on TV live, but nonetheless, I am now famous, I just have to wait for someone to look for me.

"Sir, Jason is here." the doorman called me to let me know that the guy I am no longer obsessed with is here.

"Send. Him. Up." I hissed at him, I was ready to give Jason a piece of my mind. "Hello... Jason." I said to him as if I hated him, which I kinda did. He doesn't speak he just kisses me and for some reason I let him, I sat there and let him kiss me.

"Sorry, but I've waited a year for that."

"I am actually shocked," I say to him after his weird confession. "I came back after a year of sexual torture and found you with a girlfriend after you confessed to me before I left and now your cheating on her with me right after I found out."

"Charlie it's not what you think... I love you but I wanted someone and she was just a good person who was able to distract me from you and after a while I just let her grow on me."

"I don't fucking care, I'm basically famous now and you are probably going to use my fame in order to get rich-"

"I would never do that Charlie, I'm not a fucking sugar baby I have a job you know..."

"Whatever motherfucker you are gonna leave." I tell him sternly, ready to have him kicked out.

"No, I'm not leaving." He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer, my chest touching his. "Not until your mine."

"Get off me, Jason!" I yelled at him but he just kissed my neck and whispered in my ear. "I want you Char Char."

"Get... Off me Jason." I was starting to lose focus as Jason's breath was brushing against my neck, making my hair stand. "I'm serious."

"Doesn't sound like it." He whispers into my ear as I start to breathe heavily.

"Fuck... Off!" I push him away, and as he stands up I push him into the elevator and send him down. "Jasper, take care of Jason and keep him out. Of. This. Building alright?"

"Of course sir..." Jasper hung up and I watched as Jason was thrown out of the hotel. He was gone, finally gone but... Why do I feel different... I should feel happy that my life is going to be better than before. I wanted him there and now he's gone and honestly... Good riddance.