All Used Up

Just Wow

Jason and I were hanging out in one of the bedrooms and talking. He was extremely drunk off his ass, I wonder how he survived. I have a high tolerance so it was pretty hard to get me hung over surprisingly. "Charlie what the fuck was in those barrels." 

"I don't exactly know just a bunch of liquor that gets you drunk as fuck." I told him and he just rolled his eyes and asked me to sit on the bed with him. When I sat he slid over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist it was amazing, his arms made me feel safe.

"Mnmm Char Char, don't leave this spot ever," he says to me groggily, he may be drunk but he is still so fucking cute.

"I won't, I promise." My heart was beating rapidly because this is what I've been dreaming of ever since last night. He was nuzzling his face into my side and I placed my hand on his head and started playing with his hair. "You know I've dreamed of this," I say as he smiles.

"Really, well, let me show you what I've dreamed of." He whispered into my ear which gave me massive chills all over my back. He moved his hands up my stomach and grasps my chest, he was driving me wild, it was incredible, I hadn't felt this kind of pleasure in a long time. Before I could focus, he grabbed my chin and kissed me, his tongue was slowly reaching mine and then he put his hands on my head and started kissing more and more and I let him. Jason pushed me back and pinned me by my arms on the bed, it was incredible, I flipped him over and thrust my hips against his and as he grabs my ass I was going crazy on him. He starts ripping my shirt as I kiss his neck until my phone starts ringing and I immediately stop and push away from Jason.

"I'm sorry, this was amazing but I can't, it's my boss and I just don't want to ruin a friendship so t- thi- this was a uh uhm a m- mis- mistake, I'm sorry, I just thought that maybe we could've... nevermind it's crazy to think that someone like me could find something special, especially with you, uhm I have to go, goodbye." Just like that, the moment was ruined and just like that I lose what I thought was gonna be different from other guys but no, I was just another toy for another fucked up asshole, I'm done with him he was probably going to fuck me and leave me afterward just so I wake up with a headache and a feeling of abandonment. I was not gonna go through that again so I left him alone in that room trying to put on my smiley face but my boss came along. "Let's get outta here." I nod at him and his bodyguards guide us out of the party, as always he picks up a few people who don't want him to leave so ultimately he was behind me. I looked up and saw Jason he came out of the room and was looking for me, I couldn't deal with him right now so I just left and got into my boss's car, he came in a few minutes later and we drove off. My heart was broken as I sat there, internally yelling at myself for thinking that Jason was something more than a friend.

"Charlie, is something wrong?" my boss asked me and I was half listening to him.

"Yes, everything is fine..." I mumble back at him.

"Could you show your daddy a good time tonight?" he asks me. I don't speak to him as I kneel to his crotch and put it in my mouth, making him moan even though I was rolling my eyes at his expression. He releases into my mouth and brings my lips to his, I then bend for him and he begins to fuck me, at this point, he's become dull for me he always presses himself against my back and grabs my chest, and then pulls my arms back and keeps them there, and he's always telling me to beg for him, to be a bitch for him, I always put on the perfect show for him and then he finishes inside me and, to me, that is the best part, the end, where he stops.

"See ya tomorrow Char Char..." I exit the car and cringe while looking away from him. I lived in a penthouse, so I had to take an elevator, when I arrived the place was just as dark and empty as I left it. I remove my clothes and put on my robe, if that guy has camera's he definitely watching me get undressed. I decided just to sleep and wake up tomorrow for another day of torture, only this time I don't have someone to miss, I don't have someone to hold me when I feel scared, I don't have anyone to love anymore. I hug a body pillow of mine and cry myself to sleep.