Warning self harm and eating disorder "blood emotional
last night was weird wasn't Rachel smiled sitting on the edge of my bed yeah and where did you go "I went to get some fresh air from outside you was gone a long time "yeah well "and joel went "she look fine " me and joel had some time " girl !!! Rachel laugh
"Did you fuck him no well I did erm went down on his dick girl!! She nearly fell of the bed and this whole things a messy totally so this this mean joel wants to be with you I don't think he knows what he once "yeah come get your fat booty up we have a long workout session at the gym this morning "oh I forget olly found callum with another girl last night climbing into her car so basically he lied to be saying he got work yeah girl " come on the work out what do it self yeah "I grabbed my gym bag
"walking down the stairs going the gym girl my mum sung out in the kitchen yes. Have a nice ain't you going to say hi to Kim not know Rachel waiting in the car I liared "okay I got in Rachel car driving on the way to the gym there some hotties yeah "I looked down come on what wrong I feel fat oh come look at you yeah.
"we parked the car to walk to the gym "getting out she was right "swiping my card to sign in there was lots of people working out going to the locker room I still fell fat
"walking out I felt uncomfortable Rachel waved me come on "I got on the running machine "putting my earphones in "holy fuck "I nearly fell over " it was joel "he walked up to us taking my earphones out "erm hi I smiled hi Emily Rachel "I didn't know you work out "well he strach his neck Kim making me come here oh I looked down "anway I will let you work out okay "he walked over to the other machine "wow and you bed that man "yeah well he will be married "do you think "I don't know. " I carried on working out " She wasn't lairing about it was tough dumbells and cardio I was sweating I went to the cool Room downstairs "where Joel was "You okay yeah just cooling down I am sweating I see he couldn't keep his eyes of my breast " yeah stretching " he moves closer hum let me help sitting behind me "he kisses my neck hum so hot and stresses baby girl he rubs my shoulders yes I turn around and kiss me "well I better be going know baby girl see you Joel I smiled back.
"going back to the locker room Rachel was sat down for fancy lunch sure I grabbed my bag and walked to Rachel's car looking over who parked next to itIsn't't that she Joel she smirked hi again "I opened the car door, " I think following you haha please stop
"Okay sorry she held her hand come on let's eat driving into town we found a health bar this place is normally busy yeah " We began walking to the restaurant "So do you think you will continue working at the strip yeah for now "until I find something to do yeah we walk up to the counter looking could I have a chicken wrap and green juice please sure my phone beep looking down Callum want to meet oh really yeah
"We found a table tell him about the girl he was with last night oh I will tucking into my wrap so you and Olly going pretty strong yeah well he is kind as long he looking after you yeah, so when are you getting Callum after I get home and get out of these clothes good point "once we finished our lunch "we head back to the car text me what he says I will " we hasn't far from the house Rachel drops me off "see you girl
" opening my front door No one was in elives wanted cuddles which he got running up stairs I got changed into my jeans and comfy jumper "grabbing my bag walking down the stairs grabbing my keys "callum said to meet him by wedys " I played music on the way there my heart beat was pounding fast out of my chest pulling up there he was by his car " getting out Emily he look up callum shell we go for a milkshake sure " walking in it wasn't busy for once we got a booth "sitting down you want to see me he look nervous what wrong "he look like he was going to cry I am sorry what for sipping my milkshake "I have lied how I was confessed I should so been straight so "well I have girlfriend all ready "we have a daughter what the fuck so.you been cheating on me with her with me. And know you have a child "yeah " well is this a fucking joke no I promise I wish it was fuck you and I hate you throwing the milkshake at him "I never want to see you again got that I am save it I stormed out he paying for the milkshakes I was angry and hurt I thought he was the one just like all men cheat or I am not loved that all I want "the only one thing to get over it I went to the shop on the way home buying junk food. Throwing it in my car "
"I looked at the driveway no one was in still locking my car I ran into the house to my room scoffing as much I can eat feeling feel I felt sick running to my bathroom I throw up lots fuck that feels good throwing up again and again until nothing left
"once I finished I put the rubbish in the bin and watched Netflix quickly grabbing mints "Emily are you home yes "I opened my door running down "How was your day busy mallum broke up sorry to hear that love yeah and we are going out with Joel and Kim great drop the moody swing fine I thought you get on with them I do it's just that I am tired we should not be out all night okay " running back upstairs wondering what to wear maybe this no it makes me look fat this I throw a black dress on paring with kitty heels "looking in the mirror you look nice saying it to myself walking downstairs my mum and dad were ready to go sure. My dad smiled you look lovely Emily thanks you "So your mum he kissed her lightly. "we walked to the car my dad was not having a drink "but it might not last "Getting in the car old music was blasting "sound I was not ready for this dinner "we were reaching the other side of town "finally pulling up Joel and Kim was standing outside the restaurant "
"my dad parked the car oscer I heard Joel's accent hugging my dad you look smart thanks and you juile My mum smiled such a charmer Joel yeah and Emily you look grown up well I am 26 years old yeah well come on we walked in the restaurant it was lit in fairy lights this place is lovely yeah joel smiled "we got shown to our table.
We all sat down and the waiter came over drinks sure everyone order there drinks "so how has everyone day been "good my dad nodded got another does joel for you t do up really yeah "Kim smiled and kisses joel "my mum smiled got another deal.
"and you Emily same old same old I sip my drink yeah we finally order food which was making me sick "I sat down and ate so Kim smiled me and joel have set a wedding at 4days until we get married "what that short yeah she smiled joel looked at my face I felt sick "my mum and dad was made up I ate fast until I was full some one was hungry yeah I smiled I am just going to the restroom running okay running to the end of the toilet locking it I put ny head over the toilet and throw up fuck spitting "I throw up again "is everything all night in there I stopped frozen what
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I can hear joel cleaning myself up I unlocked the door Emily you okay yes I was just sick are you sure yes joel "can you leave me alone what wrong you fucking messing with everything good luck okay I stormed back to the table I don't feel right dad he gave me his car keys I need to get out okay feel better honey I will "walking to the car I got in the tears rolled down my face fuck this whole thing a mess one big one
"finally getting home I open the door walking to the kitchen drinking wine I was crying I wasn't thinking problay the next thing I got a knife from the kitchen fuck I need this pain to go away cutting into ny arm slash marks I cried the blood poured washing the knife I went upstairs to ny room and cried more wrapping ny arm in fabric and falling asleep .
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Temptation
Fanfiction"Emily is 26 year old artic for a company she still lives at home with her parents Oscar Williams and juile they are successful people "her dad works has a contractor for company with his 2 older friends "and her mum works in inter design. "what ha...
