Temptation

I Am Sorry For Hurting You

"I was anger running through my body oscar and Julie hadn't even slept it was scary

"I was laying in bed after the fight with Emily looking at the clock or was 1clock She said some pretty hurtful things and know she was off to a weird party half drunk lay there until I heard a scream from downstairs I open the door to have a look Julie and oscar was crying holding each other I walked down I am just getting a glass of water is everything okay no mate"what's up I hugged oscar it's Emily she has been rushed to hospital shit man is she okay she on a machine she not breathing Joel "the guilt ran through my body it all my fault "oscar shook his head I should not let her go know my little angel is lying in hospital what is the reason she overdoses on drugs "what drugs yes fucking drugs Joel "I am sorry I waiting for. Phone call from the hospital okay "I quickly walked to the kitchen grabbed water and went outside. My heart was beating fast my baby girl lying in that hospital and some lad pumping drugs in her body to fuck sipping water this is all my doing Joel I look Kim you okay yeah Emily been rushed to hospital is she okay I don't know come here she kiss me. Oscar ran out they got a ward for her and Julie going to see her okay? I walked inside and sat on the sofa with Kim that is awful isn't yeah "In walked Jess and Olly they both looked tried Hey you two Jess just looked where just fell asleep can I talk to you sure "Kim smiled just cat things oh okay dear "I walked in the hallway how is she "joel she black out really bad Leo was just giving jet drugs she was hurt by you. You're the reason she's in hospital you don't get it she likes you really yeah I can't deal with this at the moment Joel Jess cried I understand I going to sleep okay?

"the rest of the day soccer and Juile been at the hospital I want to do is see Emily and at least make sure she's okay Joel "Huh I snapped out of my thoughts do you want some food sure I heard the door open in walk Oscer and juile you both look tried hey how Emily she is stable is she awake sort of she is cut and bruised and confessed she bump her head "what about Leo oscar look he is arrest why he drug her drink all night without knowing "oh listen mate oscar smiled I need sleep Kim brought teas Julie smiled "oh Joel can you drop some magazines off at the hospital sure I will go know thanks
"I grabbed Oscer keys off the side see you later bye Kim kissed me "Once in the car played music I and Emily's song was on I started crying "fuck wiping. Tear I stopped at the local shop buying Emily magazines and flowers got in the car my stomach was turning "pulled up at the hospital it was busy finally finding a parking space.

"I walked in reaction could you tell me where Emily Thomas is you are sir lie I was trying to think I was her uncle Joel I smirked oh joel she's right this way thanks I got to an empty hallway "Knocking on the door nervous I hear Emily little come in I walk in she has tubes and wires with a badge on her head Emily she looked joel yeah .my head hurts your mum and dad said magazines here you thanks and these are for you
"what happened I can't remember much alcohol and drugs okay I pulled a seat up.
"I said some pretty shitty things it doesn't matter as long you are safe and here "I looked at Emily she was crying what was wrong I thought I was going to do. die baby girl shh wiping her tears "This is all my fault for hurting you I am sorry Joel please or not "It is I hurt you messed with your feelings shh know she leans in and kissed me Joel stop I cup her face I care I do care is mess up I know she kiss me back I am not mad you okay

"You not nope she smiled your a good man and I don't care about you being engaged Joel she kissed me as long we can keep having fun I am okay sure to kiss her yes better be going see you tomorrow I am going to the villa okay kissing her night then