The white wolf maleoc

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(Hey guys... it's been forever um but here's a new chapter)

Alex pov

I stared at Carlisle and he looked around me analyzing me like I was some animal. Well I am but still

He saw the red specks on my eyes lines and he zoomed off and came back with a book

Before looking at me 'Edward why does he look like that?'

Edward looked to Carlisle "Carlisle what's wrong?" He said and I looked to him and Carlisle showed Edward the book

'Okay if yall don't tell me what going on right now'

"Hey Alex go change back" Edward said and I went behind a tree changing back and putting on my pants and shirt and went back

"Okay someone wanna tell me what's going on or" I said standing beside alice

"Well Alex your wolf form seems to be more complex then what it shows in these books. you might have to find someone else who can give you an answer

I froze someone else? "but I don't know anyone else. nobody even knows of this not even my twin sister. who am I supposed to find things from if its not from you?" everything was going fast last year I was fine perfectly normal 

I knew who I was . I knew what do when things went south. but now. I I don't know anything about myself. everything changed. 

my breath sped up a bit. if I don't know myself how the hell am I supposed to even talk to anyone. if they want to know me? I don't even know my self?!

3rd  person pov

Alex's mind was fuzzing over as he kept thinking and thinking. everything was going to fast. way to fast.

Edward and Carlisle took notice. they knew what happened last time a wolf had over steamed themselves it didn't end well.

Edward went in the house looking for Jasper.

"Jasper? I know you can hear me. you need to go to Alex. now. your quite literally the only thing that will help him calm down" Edward said and a gust of wind whisked by him.

and bam Jasper was outside Alex was clutching his stomach.

"how. I cant. I don't. who" Alex said between breaths and Jasper went to him. trying to calm him down. "Alex?" 

Alex's pov

'alex?' a voice sounded in my mind or  I  thinks it is. 

why did everything have to change? I was fine knowing who I was. I was perfectly fine in Phoenix. perfectly fucknig fine. why did it change.

I was fine this past week why am I suddenly feeling as if I don't know myself? 

'alex. calm down.'

my breathing slowed.  everythings okay. its okay. I'm fine. ll know soon.

I felt a hand go to my shoulder and I looked up. "Jasper?"

"how did you. right you can control emotions" I said realizing . "thanks I guess"

Jasper looked at me. God I hate imprinting. why does he looks so pretty? his eyes are beautiful. his skin. its cold but I love it. ever since I moved here I've been feeling hot. but its like he's a cold breeze calming the heat.

calming my anxiety and my panic. he's perfect.

(yeahhhhh uhm its short my bad for that but. at least I updated)