20~ Heat moment

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Harshvardhan pov :

I followed her and my heart beating insanely it feels like sand slipping from my hands

He is not good for her
He is a bastard he never deserve her

You can choose me over him
Wait what I just thought

Fuuuckkkkkkkkkk

Yes fuck my mind and plan this is not happening in my watch

I know I am also not good for her
I am a wretched person with black soul and a tainted heart who don't love anyone but
My heart raced for her I can not deny anymore
Since last night I am feeling like going to her and spend more time with her

I want her in my surroundings
I want her

I want to touch her soul and feel that peace
I want to place my head in her lap and hug her waist just like I used to did with my mother
When I am feeling low
But since the moment she leave me alone
No one is on my side.

I want to give everything to her that I am not able to give my mother

The thought to even him touching her made me filled with all murderous thoughts.
And this thinking about her be his side and he uses her as a toy or force himself on her
Turns my vision black

Suddenly the image of him on her came to my mind and I feel like I am going to die by imaging someone on her and she is crying .

No
I will not allow this ridiculous decision of her

I will tell her about him and stop her

I see her she is going to her chamber

And about to close the door
my hand lands on the door and stops her
She lift her eyes to me I shove the door open and enter in chamber then lock the door.

I turn and meet her eyes
"What are you doing ?" I asked through my cleanched teeth

"What I am doing ? And why you closed the door?"
She asked like nothing happened like she is not jumping in fire willingly
This makes me more furious

I lunge on her and pin her on nearby wall
" Indumati I am asking again give an answer without taturm and don't fucking behave like nothing happened why you said yes to marry him? "

I asked her she shivered with the intensity of tension between us

Her pink lips part

My hand around her neck squeeze her neck with a firm force so she meet my eyes and stay in place ,

her body covered with a pink hue

"I-i don't do something I l-like him v-very much and he is so much powerful as he will be the king of pratapgarh
That's why I agreed to m-m-mary him."
She is stammering means she is hiding something she is not the one who is running behind power. definately she is hiding I can see it in her eyes

"Don't ...Indumati don't lie to me I know this is not the reason ."

"I said I love him and want to marry him as soon as possible and why I am answering you who are you hmm..." She said with more force in her voice

I feel numb

right who I am

She really didn't feel anything
She didn't see I am becoming restless for her
I am fucking my plans for her
And here she is asking who I am to ask this
Didn't she see I am worried about her
And moreover
The moment we share are nothing to her
She pushed me and a line of tear roll down her cheeks
But she is not able to push
As I am twice of her size

That fucking painful tear in her beautiful cheek.
I didn't think twice
And dip my face forward and kiss the tear
She froze and more tears rolls down

I straighten myself and wants to kick my gut

she want me gone right I am no one to ask her anything
Then why I am making more moments with her

I should leave as I try to move I notice her eyes are closed now she is holding my upper bottom corners so tightly

suddenly she realised it and realised what she is doing

She jerk herself back and turn her face to other side.

I am walking backward but I am still facing her side and want her to turn her face to see and tell why this  thing burning in my chest as if there were a burning coal placed there
She didn't turn her face
Fine She don't want me here right
I turn on my heels
And exit the chamber and directly went to my chamber
I reached my chamber

Why she is doing this I know she don't like him ?

I can see it in her eyes

Whyyyyy
I know we didn't have anything
But why I feel a thread which pulling me to her and when she is now dening this connection it feels painful

It's night and silence everywhere
I can't have her
Harsh you can't have her
She can't be your and you can't be hers
You will always be a fucking loner
No one will be a home for you
And you don't want anyone
So stop being stupid

There is nothing between you and her..
Yess
Yessss
She is that fucker Rajdev nephew
She is related to him
She is nothing
She want to marry him
She will and offcourse I will kill Bhudev later and takeover his kingdom

But waiittt
Whattttt
What if
Until then he already marry her
And haver her
touch her , take away the light in her eyes
That beautiful eyes
Make her cry
Make her miserable

I grab my hair and groan in frustration
Why the fuck I am even thinking

she wants that and
i don't care.

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