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Khao Pov

Yesterday I fall asleep while watching a movie with First, I feel safe when I am near him. Even though he is a smart and nerd boy but he also a popular student in the school because of he is assistant for school president, some bad student also scared with him.

The first time we met I like to be alone in the school, First is the one that coming to me and said he want to be my friend. I always pushing him away because I dont want other people know about my family background. First is the first person that share about his bad parent attitude then he make me comfortable to share about my family too and that is how we become more closer.

"first wake up.." I look at first that showing his back towards me, the clock show 1pm and today is the last day for holiday

"hm.. 5 more minutes tung.." First turn his body then stare in my eyes for a few seconds, he suddenly hugging me put his head inside my neck. I grab the pillow beside me slowly.. My heart beating so fast right now, after a long time being friend with first I just realised that first like to do skinship with me only.

When his other friends teasing him to hug or kiss he always show a disgusting face but its different when it come to me. I like him but I dont like when he do something sweet without he realised. I stare at the window outside trying to think something else then I feel his soft breathing on my neck. Suddenly he remember about yesterday incident between him and his sister bf.

"No! Go away!! Fuck!!" I shouting when I remember those disgusting memory. I push first so hard until he fall from the bed then grab the blanket near my body.

"Khao. Calm down! its me first..." First so shocked when he look at my face and my anxiety coming back. I heard First calling my name but I dont what he is saying, my ears feels like in the water

First coming to me he pull my hand from my ears then he put his forehead on my forehead and put his finger on his lips signalling me to look a his lips saying something

"Khao.you.are.safe.First. Is. Here" my anxiety slowly go away, it really worked when I saw he said - First is here - I also dont know why this trick worked for me, it just make me feel like there is someone beside me and no need to worry anymore.

When I hear first voice clearly, my tears flowing down. Its been a year I dont get the anxiety since mother left my family for a rich guy. My mother throws me me and my sister away to my father after know that I have anxiety and my sister pregnant. My sister miscarriage his pregnant after met her new boyfriend. His father get inside the jail after suspected using his company money. My mother always saying this family is cursed.

After 15 minutes we cuddling each other, I look at first again and my instinct is correct he continue go back to sleep after I calm down

"tsk such a stupid friend" I flick First forehead softly

"ouchh khao!" First rubbing his forehead that feel stinging

"you take advantages when I try to calm down my anxiety na!!! Such a bitch!!" I scolding him with a jokes tone

"Aaaa I am sleepy okayy.. I didn't mean it to sleep when I hugging you feel so warm.. It tempts me to continue sleeping ~" First said with a lazy cute tone, he is so cute like this and I wish he show this personality around me only but I am so unlucky, he will have a wife/husband in the future to take care of him

" what the hell!! My warm body is only for my future partner only!! Pervert!!!" I throw him the blanket and jump on him playfully. Both of us laughing and screaming after wake up is not normal for other people

"HEYY!! SHUT UPP!! WHY MORNING FIGHTING LIKE THIS" Prom slam First bed room open while screaming then saw First inside the blanket get a smack from Khao

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