You guysssss this chapter totally just came to me as I was writing about something else. The other thing I was thinking about was adding a new charecter... I dunno who though. Any ideas? I'll let you guys tell me who you think it should be, what they should look like, what they should be like, and anything else you think. Whoevers charecter I like the best will get a dedication on that charecters first chapter. Soooooo yeah(: help me out guise(: welp without further ado.... THE NEXT CHAPTER (And *gasp* its perrie) sorry its so short though :/
Dear Diary,
I did the right thing, maybe I did it the wrong way but I did the right thing. Zayn wasnt happy with me anymore, he loves Niall and as much as that fact hurts me he deserves to be with the person he loves. I wasnt just gonna be the girl that got dumped for another guy though. I cant be. I can't be the laughing stock at yet another school. So I did something disgusting, I slept with David. He's a nice guy but it didnt feel right. But its better than being laughed at. Right? Im so selfish. I really hurt Zayn, and for what? To keep my reputation. I dont even know why he was coming over. I miss cuddling with him. He fell in love with me once it can happen again right? I dont want to hurt Niall but what about me? Maybe I should just forget about the whole thing I mean maybe I should leave them alone. But I dont know If I can do that. So I guess the question is, forget or not to forget......
