Shipcember 2023

Day 11: Dreamberry

* Oooh Dreamberry, never wrote that before

* This might be fun, who knows? Not me, I'm just writing for the sake of updating rn xD

Title: Arcade Love

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Have you ever looked at someone and felt like your entire world suddenly glowed in colors you've never imagined to be possible?

See that there's more to it than just smiles of joy and laughter filled with glee that you're often used to seeing around?

Notice that the feeling of happiness isn't the only thing filling up your SOUL whenever you watch that certain someone greet you with so much joy and eagerness?

Have you ever felt your SOUL beat so fast in fear whenever they end up bleeding from the dangers that you couldn't help but drag them into?

Feel the guilt welling up in you whenever you couldn't save that someone in time because of how much a fool you've been for not noticing that that someone had became the next target?

Then they just suddenly come up to you and worry over you instead of themselves?

How selfless are they to think of you first when they're the one who's bleeding here!

So selfless, it makes you so angry and annoyed at yourself because, at the end of the day, you're the reason why they're hurt in the first place.

The feeling of love, something so foreign just takes over your being with no warning whatsoever, and you don't even know how deep you are in when you realize that you are, in fact, feeling such a complicated emotion.

Then suddenly choking up because you don't deserve such a lovely being, because how dare I- how dare you to feel such feelings when all you do is put them in danger.

And whenever you're alone, your thoughts just go haywire with the foolish thoughts of hugging them, cuddling them, and even k... Kissing... Them... Such perverted thoughts to even have for your friend!

Then, then they just come over to your house without warning and stay close to you for no reason! And even giving you hugs as well whenever you ask for it! Just how good are their SOUL for that?!

That feeling of looking at someone and thinking, 'Oh, they are just too good, too good for me.' But you just end up wanting more of them.

The thoughts of holding them in your arms, to cuddle and whisper into their ears loving words and feeling their warm embrace against you and simply just enjoying each other's company...

Have you ever yearned for such reactions whenever you look at that someone?

Well, so do I.

I've fallen too deep, even before I found out that this was actually how love feels like.

I wish this feeling would last forever.

Maybe I might be able to make it last forever, but only for myself at least...

As much as I want that someone... I can't. I couldn't...

Because I know that loving someone who will always forget you after much time has passed would just be painful.

I know that.

Yet I fell anyways.

I already knew that loving you was a losing game, I'll continue to fall no matter how much it hurts.

"Oh wowie! You look so cool! What's your name?"

Giving a small smile, trying my best to not make it shaky, I responded. "Dream... My name's Dream."

"Ohhh, Dream! That's such a cool name! You're so magnificent! Oh- But not as magnificent as I, THE MAGNIFICENT BLUE! MWEHEHEH!" Blue laughed loudly.

My smile withered a bit, but it's okay, he's not looking.

Yes, I'll be fine with him never remembering me.

Clapping my hands together and ignoring the rubbing of the golden band on my right ring finger, I just brightened my posture.

"Say, do you want to join the Star Sanses?"

"Ooooh! The Star Sanses?! That sounds cool- tell me about it!"

Yes, it should be fine, no matter how many times I fall again.

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* I am sorry not sorry

* Honestly if you guys knew about the song 'Arcade', you could've known a bit about the plot... Maybe, who knows xD

* But hey! First angst of the book! Yippee!

* Also I'm sorry that these has been short though, but I'm still trying xD

* Time to flip the page!