Back when you were mine

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Hello people! First of all I'd like to thank everyone for reading this story. I started writing it to cope with the lack of chaelisa contents caused by the beginning of Blackpink hiatus not imagining to have an actual audience.
Also prepare yourselves for some cute and sexy scenes, the girls are finally - slowly - realizing they miss each other.

Lisa's POV:
She was sat at Fred's table, the two having breakfast enjoying the silence that had fallen between them. The previous night the couple had stayed in since Lisa had a flight the following morning, and most importantly, she decided it was time to be honest.

Lisa: "I really like the way you make me feel. You're funny, caring, kind...we have found a perfect balance between our schedules and you helped me a lot with the move.."

Fred had stopped eating waiting for Lisa to continue since he didn't understand what was happening.
On the other hand, the Thai girl was really struggling to be sincere about her feelings. She was afraid to hurt him and honestly he didn't deserve that because he had been so respectful to her for those past months. He had waited for her to be ready to jump into that relationship without pressuring her or anything and Lisa had really thought to be fully prepared for it.
Turned out she just didn't want to face the truth: she had always been in love with Rosé.

She definitely liked Fred but she wasn't in love with him. He could have given her literally everything but that wasn't enough. She needed love. And the only person that Lisa wanted by her side was her blondie.

Fred: "is there something that's bothering you Lisa?"

Lisa: "no not really...I'm just trying to be honest...."

Fred: "you can trust me. Please tell me what's wrong"

And so Lisa had told him the truth, well she had omitted that she was in love with her bandmate for obvious reasons, but she was honest about her feelings for him, she explained that she had seen him more as a friend lately than her man.

He was clearly surprised and confused. He confronted her suggesting to be more present in her life, he asked her what he could have done to make her happier but that wasn't the point.
He was surprisingly devastated by her confession, eyes full of tears and his thin lips trembling.
They had talked more that night, Lisa cried too, she hated hurting the people she cared about but she definitely had felt better telling the truth.
She went home in silence, her eyes red and her face puffy from all the crying. Fred had a special place in her heart. He was one of the few people she trusted and he had made her feel special while they were together. She had fun, thanks to him she visited incredible places, tried new things she didn't even know about, she definitely had such a blast doing crazy stuff with him. But her heart wasn't beating for him. A certain blondie was always on her mind. She became fully aware of her feelings when she realized that the first person she wanted to share her experiences with was Rosé. Even when she had seen something silly, Rosie would have been her favorite person to text to.
That scared her a lot because she was supposed to laugh with her boyfriend first but it was never like that. Even when she did something incredible with Fred, she needed to mention it to her (not the boyfriend part) because she knew she would have been happy for her.
Rosé was her best friend, her soulmate and she hoped she would have become her lover too someday.

After arriving safely at home, Lisa had to pack all her stuff ready to leave in the morning. She was quite glad to be back to Seoul and see the blondie but breaking up with Fred had hurt her badly so she wasn't really in the mood of being cheerful.

That morning she had texted both Fred and Rosé.

Lisa: Hi Fred. I'm about to take off. I'm really sorry for everything. I hope we can meet again when I'll be back. I don't want us to end things badly. I really care about you.