3005 | geminifourth

17.

I love you, Fourth. And i always will. I loved you on Earth, and i will keep loving you from hell, heaven, other planets and maybe other universes. Let's meet in a life where we are happy and we have no consequences to be in a relationship. Even if my heart stops beating, my brain stops working, and my body dies now, my love for you is never going to die. I'll keep it in my soul forever."

~Your North, Gemini, 3005, and only love.

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After a while, Fourth finally decided to open his phone. He was so bored from staying home like it and this was probably the solution to keep his mind away.

He opened his phone and the first thing he saw was Jesper's message. He read it out loud and looked at the screen frustrated and totally shocked.

"No no no no. This can't be happening. Gemini. No."

Fourth immediately called Jesper to pick him up, actually Jesper knew that Fourth's shouldn't see that house until their marriage, and Jesper still had hope on them.

While they were in the car, Gemini was naked in the bathtub, watching the photo albums of him and Fourth, with medicines next to him.

"He was making tantrums at first sir. He was so drunk. After a while, i started to just give him normal water instead of vodka and he didn't even realize that it was water. He was so needy.. and and exhausted. He really loves you, Khun Night. Please listen to him before leaving him like this. I'm not saying this like a bodyguard, but also as Khun North's right hand, and best buddy."

Fourth was shaking and shivering from horror, he couldn't live if something happened to Gemini.

Just then, someone sent Jesper a picture. Some bodyguards broke the locked door and entered the house because Gemini was quiet and it was unusual these days. One of them sent the picture of the letter, and Jesper gave his phone to Fourth to read it.

Fourth's tears were falling down faster than before now, he was sobbing and his sobs didn't let him read it correctly. His eyes hurt and he had the worst headache ever because of his imaginations of what can happen to Gemini.

A few minutes before they arrived, Gemini already drank the medicine, and he was slowly singing a song for his destiny sleep.

"No matter what you say and what you do,
I'd rather be with you.
Fuck these other nw's i'll be right by your side,
'Til 3005."

Then his eyes slowly closed down and a shutting voice was heard. When Gemini's bodyguards rushed inside, Fourth ran with them upstairs. He immediately ran to the bathroom and it was locked.

He was hearing water sound inside so he was sure Gemini was there. He kicked the door with all his strength and finally opened it. The view he saw was traumatizing and before he knew it he screamed and everyone gathered there.

Fourth fell to his knees and held Gemini's wet hands, talking and crying to himself.

"Not now.. not now Gem... You can't fucking leave me now! You can't! You hear me? How can you think that i'm gonna be okay without you!"

Jesper held Fourth back and Gemini's bodyguards called an ambulance there. Fourth was crying and shouting his lungs out, so loud that everyone was almost gonna shut him down.

"Jesper let me fucking go! I want to touch Gemini!"

Jesper didn't though. He couldn't help but just leave the tears streaming down his face. It was hurtful to see someone facing the same situation as him.

When Jesper was also 17, he had a boyfriend named Denis. He lost Denis because he failed to protect him in a car crash. After that, Jesper swore to his life that he was going to spend all his life defending and protecting someone, and prove his boyfriend and he wasn't unresponsible.

"Mister Night. Let's go. Let the professionals handle it, please."

The ambulance took Gemini to the hospital but Jesper refused to let Fourth go there. He couldn't do anything to calm him down. He gave Fourth some medicine to drift him to sleep, and took him to the room that Gemini designed for both of them.

Flashback to 2 years ago.

"And this is our bedroom! Do you think Fourth is gonna like it?"

"Mr. Fourth is gonna love it, Sir."

"I can't wait for the first night that Fourth and i are gonna spend here.. it's gonna be so special."

Jesper smiled as he looked at the window which was facing a beautiful view.

"I hope that day will come sooner for you, Sir."

End of the flashback.

"I'm so sorry for not letting you to have the special first night here, Mr. North. I hope you can forgive me, if you come back to us again."

After hours of sleeping, Fourth woke up at midnight and he didn't recognize the place he was sleeping in. It was just like a bedroom from his dreams. Was he seeing a dream?

He stood up and looked around, then when he left the bedroom, he realized where he was.

That house.

Flashback, 7 years ago.

"And i want a blue big bedroom! It better have a big view too!"

"But i also want the view!"

Fourth smiled and placed his head to Gemini's shoulder.

"It's okay. We can sleep in the same room, right?"

"Yes we can."

Little Gemini placed a kiss on Fourth's cheeks and Fourth giggled with excitement.

"I want the house to look relaxing and fresh, Gem. So you won't get bored from seeing the same thing everyday."

"It's gonna be in forest so i don't think it will be boring."

"We can make a gaming room too! Also, a wall for our pictures!"

"But we don't have many pictures Fot."

Fourth placed with Gemini's hair and whispered to his ear.

"We will stay together for a long time from now on, Gem. We are gonna have a lot time to take pictures together, and make a new world for just the two of us."

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The flashbacks hurt me a lot especially the things Fourth's childhood said was just.. Have a nice day!